One Last Chance

I'll pull myself together and not let go of what I know that matter to me most. That is you. Im gonna make things right. Im sorry I hurt you Elya. Its been so hard for me this past few days. Its hard to fall asleep every night thinking that everythings never gonna be the same anymore. Sometimes I think Im the only one who's fighting for us, and its so hard. But when I think about what we've been through before this. The ups and downs, you thought me to be this strong. You've stayed strong for us before this, and now its my turn. Im not gonna give up. Thats all that I can say. All Im asking for is another chance to work things out, I know we can. We're stronger together. I really can't stand being apart from you. You meant so much to me. You see so much in me that people don't. Even if it hurts everyday, I won't let go. All the tears its all worth it. I miss you so much Dear. I need you with me for all the reason in the world. Im sorry Im selfish.

Don't say anything please, thats just how I feel ryte now. Just let me be. Please.

Just Don't Move On,
Atleast Not When Im still Holding On

Mum's Day

Hello people :D Happy Mothers Day :D haha, woke up this morning, as usual talk on the phone with Elya for awhile and then had my bath. After that, I made a cup of coffee for Mum and Dad. Hahaha, thats my present for Mothers day. Damn, I know!? Im such a cheeps tack :P Kedekut nak mati. Then left the house, went for basketball with Tina. Meet up with Elya, Mj, Jen Nie, Callie, Chern, and so onnnnnnnnn :P. Then played a game, we won :D hahah. Freaking Song Shin HIT THE BALLS ON MY TUMMY. Not his balls -_____-" Urghh, But i tripped him first :P So nvm. HEHEE, After that Jen Nie and me went to the flower shop to buy a flower for her mother and my granmum. Then we went To MCH for makan, and Balikkkkkk :D Haha, thats it :) Am going for lunch with the whole family later. I love family gathering, its so Family. Hahaha, we're going to Intai-intai. The food are nice and the place is very relaxing :) But banyak nyamuk, ahha. Okay then, i'll update soon. Bye :D

Happy Mum's Day (:

Future

Hello people, I have to set my goals straight. Ive been talking to Tina and Elya about it. You know, our future. Tina told me her dad said, if she do well in her SPM, her father is gonna send her to a Medic School, in Egypt. Its like damn far away. So yeah, then we talked about our fututre, what we wanna do and all. Ive been thinking and all. I wanna be a Public Relation or Human Resource. Kinda scared, what we're gonna do or who we're gonna turn out to be in the future. Grrrr, scared, hmm. Elya (: I arranged my life plan. ahaha, Atleast theres a plan ryte? haha. Elya, you really made it possible when it was impossible. I love you dear (: So yeahhh, tired leaaa, mid term is like 10 days away. WOW!? need to cover a lot of chapters. Baahhhh, my allergice, wooooo. Its like damn freaking erghhh. Ive been getting my allegice A LOT. aihhh, whatever lea, gtg, wanna eat. Byeeee

Appolagize

Hello people, i miss blogging. Haha, Son asked me to blog. Guess I got better things to do? ahah, Sorry :P Anyways, what should I talk about. Hmm, oh yeah maybe the fact that Im SEVENTEEN. I'm so old :D (Sorry dear :D) I had the best day. FULLSTOP!Thanks for the wish and the present's, and everything. I'm just, speachless. It was the best day, BEST GILEEEE!? Best, haha. Okay, okay enough. What else, oh yeah. Tina's back, so yeah. She's leaving with me now just untill SPM is over. I actually studied a bit just now. Hmm, Ash & Lam, I'm sorry, I dind't go to school, wasn't feeling well. Mum told me to stay home. Sorry ): I'll make it up to you guys okay? Hmmm, dear Son. I want the JONAS BROTHERS book )':.I've been with Elya for almost 3 month now (: HEHEH Bangeaaaa :D KEITH!? I'M SORRY!? I thought you knew!? Im sorry, Im sorry! Please forgive me. Please, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D Your still my favourite Banghali Keith :) So, okay it's 2.06am in the morning. and IM NOT ASLEEP. Need to get some sleep. Okay, byebye.

5 hugs, 5 kisses on the cheek & 5 kisses