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Its All Over

A Day Away

Hello people, I'll make it REALLY short. T he wedding is tomorrow. Mum got this REDDISH spot at her nose, which was ahah Babi!? Some bug bite her on the nose last night. So tomorrow i have to wake up at 6am -_-" Get ready, and get breakfast for the Makeup people and all. A lot of people is coming to help mum get ready, the reception is at 8.30pm at Basil Leaf's. To those i didn't invite, im sorry, Its kinda just a small wedding. Im sorry. Elya, erghhhhh. Elya is going to Club Med at Cherating today. So he wouldn't make it for the wedding. I miss him already :( I know Im really REALLY gonna need him tomorrow. But i'll just have to suck it up. We're finding a way to find a way to fill in this distance. You better call me sayang :P Hahah, thats all. Oh yeah, I didn't go to school the whole week, :P ahahhahaha. Bye :)

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Hye hye :) I didn't go to school today.Tina and me stayed home instead to study. So yeah, did some komsas. My mums wedding is like less than 5 days away. Everyone is busy playing their part, mum's in charged with basically everything? The brides made dress is all done, just need to get a broach for our kebaya. So yeah, mum put me in charge for the photography, we both know that mum have always wanted Fares to be the photographer for her wedding. So yeay us, Fares is on (: Thanks Fares. About daddy's boys, he haven't told them yet. They don't even have a single clue. Seriously who wouldn't get pissed off if their parents were to get married and they only tell you like 5 to 3 days away from the wedding. Its not fair, to tell the truth, Im not okay, Im not okay at all with the wedding. The only reason i'm acting like i am is because of my mum. I just don't want her to be alone, when I go for my studies. My mum thinks that Im gonna put her at a old folks home when she's old. Its so dumb, who would even do that. The fact that she thinks like that, kinda hurts sometimes. But really, I need to get something off my chest. My mum is officially spoiling my sis. She don't even realize it. Eee, malas nak cakap. Its just a waste of time sometimes. She said she wants my sis to learn a lesson. Well guess what, shes not teaching her any. She is so conscious about how she looks all the time, and she gets on my nerves. Erghh, I hate it. It used to be better, but now all we do is blame each other for everything. I don't know, I miss her. The old her. I miss the old me too. I guess, when time goes by, people just change. Trial is like 2 weeks away. Still not ready, kinda scared.

Oh yeah, last saturday I went out with Elya. We watched some movies and had breakfast+Lunch+Dinner at a Cibai shop. Hahah, I can't remember whats it called. Hahha, but some sushi shop. Then we took the LRT to Pasar Seni and walked to MABA to watch NBL. It was team Melaka versus Perak. Perak was leading, but on the third quarter they got back in the game. There's a lot of dunking!? Haha. Baby, Im sorry about what happen. Thanks for staying. I love you sayang. Elya's going away for 3 days. I really need him especially with the wedding and all. His been really patient with me, Thanks sayang. I love you. So yeah got to go now, will be back soon. Bye bye

When the time gets tough,
we just hold on and believe that
everything's gonna be alrite.