I Run From Hate, Prejudice, Pessimists

Hye, I had such a bad day today. I failed my JPJ test. Fuck bukit! Somemore, I was really upset about it. I felt like I dissapoint my mum. I don't know what was wrong with me. My body was shivering like fuck. Bodoh gile! I did better for my Jalan raya tho. but still i failed :'( and noooo, i don't see any bright side of it langsung! And my mum just had too pick a fight with me at that time. I needed her to actually be there for me, is it so hard for her to just say. Its okay Adik, you tried ur best. Theres always next time. Xde rezeki this time. WHY CANT SHE JUST SAY THAT! IS IT SO HARD! She just had too. The moment i feel like getting closer to her, she just had to ruin everything. Im not trying to point fingers or anything, I know i can be wrong too. But ish, tah lah. Excuses. Even before pun macam tue. Thats just one thing about her, she just won't listen! She only hears and then ignore everything that you've told her. Im just, Im just really upset. I needed her. And she wasn't there. That changes everything. Thanks a lot. After the JPJ thing kakak send me to KL Central and meet up with Leno there. Thank god he was there. Weih, i cried so much la lately. Not good at all. I think cause Im aging kut :/ Haih, Dont care la. Anyways, I meet some new people today of which I have no idea what the hell their name was. Soo, just came back from SACC mall with Leno. Had dinner there. Thanks Tina, Leno, and Kakak :( Im going off now, sorry for the QQ SOBSOB post . TAKE CARE

Listen to Lady Antebellum
"I Run To You"