Sunshine & Rainbows Everyday :)

I wasn't even yours to loose.

2010-07-02T01:51:00.004+08:00

Hello boys and girls, its been awhile since i last updated my blog. A lot have been happening lately, just done with my assignments and all. :) buttt, Finals is in 1 week away. Im gonna take baby's advise to study at least 2 chapters per day. Tho its hard, im gonna try my best. Oh, did i mentioned that mums pregnant? Yeah, she is actually, and shes due soon. We are all on stand by now. Kinda SAW lah! HAHA. So what else, college have been a pain in the ass. Tiring as FISH! Lol, im getting in and out of trouble when it comes to boys. Lol, yeah. To tell you the truth, i dont think im ever gonna love anyone like i loved HIM. He was the last person i'll ever love. To tell you the truth, until now, i do still love him. Always will, but one thing for sure, i am not in love with him. I find myself distracted again somehow. I had a talk with Sahar today, finally. He's been waiting for me for god knows how long. I do care about him, but nothing more then just a friend. I had to say some real harsh words to him, lets just hope he gives up. I don't wanna give falls hope or something. Cause thats the thing. He said something about he was scared was loosing me or i might treat him differently in the future. Thats the thing, i won't. Thats how i am. Its not because your special or different, just that i treat everyone equally. So don't get me wrong, its not that i'm flirting with you or anything, i was just being nice. Hmm, a lot have been happening lately really. Ive never been this tired before. I seriously need a break oh. Maybe a getaway ! Yes! Thats it :) Okay, im gonna go off now. I promise i'll update soon. Baby Sister on the way ;)

Listen to Lil Wayne

"Me and My Drank"

I Run From Hate, Prejudice, Pessimists

2010-04-02T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hye, I had such a bad day today. I failed my JPJ test. Fuck bukit! Somemore, I was really upset about it. I felt like I dissapoint my mum. I don't know what was wrong with me. My body was shivering like fuck. Bodoh gile! I did better for my Jalan raya tho. but still i failed :'( and noooo, i don't see any bright side of it langsung! And my mum just had too pick a fight with me at that time. I needed her to actually be there for me, is it so hard for her to just say. Its okay Adik, you tried ur best. Theres always next time. Xde rezeki this time. WHY CANT SHE JUST SAY THAT! IS IT SO HARD! She just had too. The moment i feel like getting closer to her, she just had to ruin everything. Im not trying to point fingers or anything, I know i can be wrong too. But ish, tah lah. Excuses. Even before pun macam tue. Thats just one thing about her, she just won't listen! She only hears and then ignore everything that you've told her. Im just, Im just really upset. I needed her. And she wasn't there. That changes everything. Thanks a lot. After the JPJ thing kakak send me to KL Central and meet up with Leno there. Thank god he was there. Weih, i cried so much la lately. Not good at all. I think cause Im aging kut :/ Haih, Dont care la. Anyways, I meet some new people today of which I have no idea what the hell their name was. Soo, just came back from SACC mall with Leno. Had dinner there. Thanks Tina, Leno, and Kakak :( Im going off now, sorry for the QQ SOBSOB post . TAKE CARE

Listen to Lady Antebellum
"I Run To You"

Oh Darling, I Wish You Were Here

2010-03-29T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hye Hye ! Tiring day la! Hahah, Today was my first day in college. God! Its fucking tiring, and the worst part is, its only the orientation day. Can you imagine how it would be like if i have classes on daily basis. Oh MEN! Die dude! Die! Hahah, But I have to admit, college is really different. but not that different. Its similar to school but different. Okay, Sorry! Im confusing you rite? I know :S Sorry. Haha, I made some new friends. Apparently Im the only malay girl in my class. Haha, The others are all Chinese. Hahah, but don't get me wrong people, Im fine with that :) Hehehe, Sooo. Yeah, I had my orientation thing today. It was okay la, not boring at all. Need to remind mum and dad to book the accommodation at Lake Side tho. Hmm, and and I wanna get a laptop. I want a MAC. MUMMY PLEASE ;) Yes, yes. Hahah, Note to self ; 1.Get a car from Daddy. 2. Persuade Mum to get me a MAC . Im such an ungrateful child ;P Spoiled. Hahha, I always find a way to get what I want ;) Who doesn't rite? HAHA, Okay la. I'm off to bed. Another long day tomorrow :) NIGHTYNITE

Listen to Owl City
"Vanilla Twilight"

Baby Baby Baby NO

2010-03-27T02:49:00.003+08:00

HELLO :) One HELL of a day ! tiring but its worth it :) I went to The gardens with mum today. I got my hair treatment thing, and went for a walk there la. Later after that went to Zahra's to help her with The Banner for Zeza's farewell party :) OMG, then we went to Sha's house. I literally made a fool of myself when i tripped infront of Sha's family. OMG MEMALUKAN! Hahha, Sha's mum even asked her, "Die tue memang macam tue ke? " haha, then Sha said " Ya, die tue memang pelik sikit" -__-" Hahah, but kinda true tho :) heheh, Zeza's farewell party was fun :) I had a good time. Happy Birthday Ieka :) Zeza's leaving for PLKN the day after tomorrow :( We'll miss you Zeza ! Have fun ! :D Jumpa Syeera kut :D Rindu kecik tue ;) hehe, after the party Sha, Eliza and me went to Oldtown. Had our i-talk time :) Best, best :D Honestly speaking, I really miss you. And I really need you right now. I really really do. NIGHTY NITE

Listen to Justin Bieber feat Ludacris
"Baby"

Shackin All Off The Pain

2010-03-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

Olah :) Whatsup ;D Supposed to go to changkat today, but decided to stay home instead with mum. Spend some quality time. Last night i had a nightmare, i looked at the time. And it was 2.55am in the morning. I took my bantal busuk ;P and went upstairs to my mums room. Then i slept with her :) she stayed in bed till i woke up this morning. Awww :) i was so flattered. I remembered it used to be my mum, my sis and me. My sis will sleep next to my mum, and i'll sleep at the end of the bed ;P Hahaha, good times, good times. Its been awhile, I love you mummy :) heheh, so anywayssss, i went for breakfast with Leno today at SACC mall. We ate uncle K. Xsedap ;O haha, later after that he send me home, and then i cleaned my room. HAHAH, yes i actually did :D Hahah, with the help of my lil brother tho. Having a lil brother is not that bad, ahah. Damn mean weyh! I bullied my brothers tho :) ANNOYING DOH DIORANG! hahah, tiring la. Kakak is back. hmm, what else ah? I don't like it when people get all perasaan and all . OMG, for god sake's la, it doesn't always have to be about you okay. I have a life too you know. eee, get over ureself. HAHAH, :) Don't worry, I might look and act differently. But i'm still me. hahah, bodoh nye ;P thats all for today :) NIGHTY NITE

Listen to Nick Jonas and The Admistration

"Who I Am"

I Walk , Jump, Flew

2010-03-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

Hye hye :) i swear i literally spend my day sleeping :S I woke up at 1pm and went back to bed at 3.30pm. Hahah, now im up. But im still tired and sleepy .. Im gonna get fat la. No doubt :( Pain pain. PLUS i'm angry ! ohhh, mannnnnnnn ! I'm watching Glee now. Padahal, Ive watched the whole season tau. But can never get tired of it. Ishhhh, ishhh, isshhh . HAHAH, i wanna sleep la ;D NIGHTY NITE

Listen to Glee Cast
"No Air"

Love and Kisses

2010-03-24T05:57:00.006+08:00

HELLO AGAIN :)
I'm back alrite ! Better and more improved me ! Its been awhile since i last blogged. I think im gonna start blogging again. Hahah, UPDATES ! Im starting college soon :) and finally, My JPJ test is confirmed. That is on the 2nd april. Lets just hope i dont fail the JPJ test as much as i did at my computer test. FUCK! Hehe, FYI, its 6 am in the morning and im still up ~ Thats what you get for waking up at 4pm in the evening :P Hahah, hmm. BORING LAH! Hahah, I think immagonnatrytosleepnowasineedit! ahah, try reading that. SUGAR RUSH ! Hhaha, alrite people. Thanks for following. But thats all for today :) Will blog soon ;) aite aite ? NIGHTY NITE .

Listen to Kristina Debarge
''Speak Up''

A new year

2009-12-30T22:57:00.005+08:00

Hello people (: Its been awhile, and loads of things happened the passed few month. buttttt, im too lazy to blog :S Sorry. I'll just give you a summary then :P Prom was awesome! I spend my xmas with sam watching sherlock holmes and avatar. Later that day, I went to M.O.S with Muhaimin, Zarif, Ali, Izat, and another guy of which i can't remember his name :S , And surprisingly, Zarif and me weren't drunk :D. Yeay us! Hahah, apparently i blame Faradee and shiqin for introducing 'Changkat' to me. Bitches , hahah, had fun tho! Thank you guys, I love you. (: Hmm, tho i have to thanks felix for saving my ass quite a few times :P Hahaha, SPADE sumpah best ! (I'm being sarcastic ) -_-" THANK YOU ZARIF! Hahha, but later that day we went to Genting for a trip. It was cold but awesome! We had fun :D Went to Leon's house, had a xmas dinner there. the tarts was really nice! x) Then went to something central and played bowling there. And yes, i beat them for quite a several of times (; So yeah, hahah. This year was a good year, I've learned a lot. Trouble will never leave, but people do. As for Elya, things happens for a reason. I hate that we ended things the way it did. But we'll find a solution. Maybe its for the best. Maybe. Well, now i just have to wait for the results to come out. Some changes are for the better ryte ? (: Alrite guys, Chow. and have a very HAPPY NEW YEAR ! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARES !

One Word!

2009-12-09T21:59:00.001+08:00

ITs over Baby! Freedom! Party PARTY! AHAH

The End

2009-11-14T18:04:00.003+08:00

Hello, short post for now. ahaha, 4 more day to go! Then its the BIG SPM! And Im freeeeeee! :D Im gonna party like nobody's bussiness! Can't wait for PROM! Waahhhh! Hahaha, Prom anyone? Thats all. Byebye! Goddluck for your SPM! :)

Turn Away

2009-10-24T19:42:00.002+08:00

Hye, Spm is 25 days away and I should be studying right now. but I'm not. Too much pressure. Im scared. So I'll make it short, I went to the Kasturi Seminar today. It was damn cold! Had BM and Sejarah today. It was Okay. Then went to the Convention Center to do some survey on the Inquiries and all. I need to get something off my chest, I hope its worth it Elya. Your making excuses for your self. You promised? How about what you promised me? Its so ergh! Anyways, sempat kan. Im going for the AND1 bball game tomorrow. Wish me luck. We need it. Got to run, will update soon . Take care

Ugh

2009-10-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hello people! This is my 100th post ! Wahh, ahha. Okay, so I went to school today finally. And as you all know, I got Positive for the Influenza A, and "People! I AM CURED!" I have a piece of paper to prove it! Heheh, although I used the excuse of being sick to not let anyone have some of my drinks or food :P Big day this Saturday. Elya is turning 14teen! At last! Which make me realize that, SHIT! I'm like 4years older than him :S Old Hag! Hahah, Fyi, SPM is like 41 days away. Today, Syeera Kasim, her lil sis, Tina and myself went to Pelita to have our lunch there. Oh, when you round it off, I'm taking 10 subjects ryte? so I have like 4 days to cover all chapters for one subject! SHit! Minus the sleep time and all. I've got like less than 2 weeks. Hmm, its hard. Im just too lazy. I need help. Lately, I've been having this feeling. Not really good feeling. I just don't feel good about something. It ache's sometimes. If only I know, but I don't. HEHEHE. Okay, Im bored. I need someone. Im tired. NEVERMIND LEA! Night!

Selamat Hari Raya (:

2009-09-22T23:07:00.013+08:00

Hello (: I know, its been awhile ryte? ahaha. Too lazy to blog. ahah, missed me huh? ahaha. So yeah, I wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya AND Happy Holidays to all you people out there. I'm sorry if I've done anything to hurt you in anyway. I really am sorry, sincerely. Oh and i forgive you (: Hahah. So what should I talk about? Oh yeah, Raya was Raya (: But this year is the best one yet (: My sis and I slept at my Grand Mother's house the night before Raya. Nana, Nunu, My sis and myself wasn't much of a help at all. We just hang out the whole day doing crazy things. That was when I realized that its been awhile since my cousin's and I hang out. Its really fun! We made some really ridiculous video and take weird pictures together. We just ignored the sound of our mothers screaming and telling us to help around. BHAHAH. Raya, was awesome. Everyone was there.The whole family minus my step brothers. PLUSSSS, it involve a lot of money there :D hehehe, I got more Ang Pau this year than before, HAHAAH. I'm so happy but sad at the same time. On the second day of Raya, My cousin, my sis and i went to Bangsar to shop. I was planning to find my prom dress there. After hours of searching, we findly found the dress that's me. THE DRESS!? I WANT IT! But its way out of my budget, but I still booked it anyway. I asked dad to sponsor half of my dress, and yeahh. So i guess Im getting that dress. Heheheheh. So yeah, thats about it. Have I told you I love the dress!? I WANT IT!? ERGHHH. Thats all. Happy 7th Anniversary Sayang (: These are some pics from Raya :D

My vain cousin, Nana (:
My Son call's me a VAIN ASS. AHAHMy Vogue Sister (:MCD BangsarRosso, My Duck cousin :P
What do you expect, Im Hot x)
Meet Eton :P

P.S. I'm currently staying in Shah Alam thats why you soldem see me in school :(

End

2009-08-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

Its All Over

A Day Away

2009-08-07T12:13:00.002+08:00

Hello people, I'll make it REALLY short. T he wedding is tomorrow. Mum got this REDDISH spot at her nose, which was ahah Babi!? Some bug bite her on the nose last night. So tomorrow i have to wake up at 6am -_-" Get ready, and get breakfast for the Makeup people and all. A lot of people is coming to help mum get ready, the reception is at 8.30pm at Basil Leaf's. To those i didn't invite, im sorry, Its kinda just a small wedding. Im sorry. Elya, erghhhhh. Elya is going to Club Med at Cherating today. So he wouldn't make it for the wedding. I miss him already :( I know Im really REALLY gonna need him tomorrow. But i'll just have to suck it up. We're finding a way to find a way to fill in this distance. You better call me sayang :P Hahah, thats all. Oh yeah, I didn't go to school the whole week, :P ahahhahaha. Bye :)

Tick Tick :)

Talk about Brat much?

2009-08-03T14:32:00.006+08:00

Hye hye :) I didn't go to school today.Tina and me stayed home instead to study. So yeah, did some komsas. My mums wedding is like less than 5 days away. Everyone is busy playing their part, mum's in charged with basically everything? The brides made dress is all done, just need to get a broach for our kebaya. So yeah, mum put me in charge for the photography, we both know that mum have always wanted Fares to be the photographer for her wedding. So yeay us, Fares is on (: Thanks Fares. About daddy's boys, he haven't told them yet. They don't even have a single clue. Seriously who wouldn't get pissed off if their parents were to get married and they only tell you like 5 to 3 days away from the wedding. Its not fair, to tell the truth, Im not okay, Im not okay at all with the wedding. The only reason i'm acting like i am is because of my mum. I just don't want her to be alone, when I go for my studies. My mum thinks that Im gonna put her at a old folks home when she's old. Its so dumb, who would even do that. The fact that she thinks like that, kinda hurts sometimes. But really, I need to get something off my chest. My mum is officially spoiling my sis. She don't even realize it. Eee, malas nak cakap. Its just a waste of time sometimes. She said she wants my sis to learn a lesson. Well guess what, shes not teaching her any. She is so conscious about how she looks all the time, and she gets on my nerves. Erghh, I hate it. It used to be better, but now all we do is blame each other for everything. I don't know, I miss her. The old her. I miss the old me too. I guess, when time goes by, people just change. Trial is like 2 weeks away. Still not ready, kinda scared.

Oh yeah, last saturday I went out with Elya. We watched some movies and had breakfast+Lunch+Dinner at a Cibai shop. Hahah, I can't remember whats it called. Hahha, but some sushi shop. Then we took the LRT to Pasar Seni and walked to MABA to watch NBL. It was team Melaka versus Perak. Perak was leading, but on the third quarter they got back in the game. There's a lot of dunking!? Haha. Baby, Im sorry about what happen. Thanks for staying. I love you sayang. Elya's going away for 3 days. I really need him especially with the wedding and all. His been really patient with me, Thanks sayang. I love you. So yeah got to go now, will be back soon. Bye bye

When the time gets tough,
we just hold on and believe that
everything's gonna be alrite.

Karma

2009-07-31T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hello people, I end up wearing the huge looking things. ahahha, Judson told me that its just KARMA. Haih, Hahahah, Thats all byebye :)

Evil Laugh

2009-07-30T16:30:00.004+08:00

Hello people, today we took our school leavers picture. It was awesome, although i think its kinda like steeling the idea of the previous school leavers concept. But Its okay, then ryte after that Aina, Tina, Athirah, Marissa, Anis and myself sneaked out from school!? And got in to 2 separates car, after that Aina dropped me off at Elya's. So then went home, watch some movies. and NOOOOOOO, i DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL. FUCK!? wahhhhh, really need to start. Grrrr, looking forward for Saturday tho. Plus my mum told me she's getting my sis a SLR camera. I still do think that she's spoiling her. Haihh, malas nak cakap. OH!? OH!? Which reminds me, HAHAHAHAH, i feel so evil!? Tomorrow we're gonna take the picture for the Marketing section. I've planned to do something really mean to my minions, sorry, my beloved minions! Hahaha, You'll know what Im gonna do later, Just you wait :P Muahahahahahahah. Byebye People :D

It is always good men who do the most harm in the world.

Sick with Double O

2009-07-27T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hello people, I am proud to say that MU Rock!? :D I went to the game despite of Elya not allowing me too, butttt i still did. Sorry baby :( The last game for the Kl Open, yeah we won!? wohooo!? I made the first score!? So yeah, then we had dinner at MCD. Carnival Day! It was awesome, i got my very own polaroid picture with Elya, and we won second place for the Basketball game. Haihhh, I spent the whole day with Elya, Half actually. Hahaha, you know what? I saw shafiq, then he said "Oii, Hye". Then i said HYEEE, but i didnt remember who was he at first!? Hahaha, he is such a loser!? hahah, OMG, ameera :D Hehe, then later that day went to some Karya muzium or something to get a box for my mum's hantaran and daddys sampin!? Dude!? Don't EVER get married!? You'll end up spending like hell. Shit!? My bride maid's baju is done, I look good in it :D So yeah, Its been hard for me with the marriage and all. Some more, my future soon to be step brother have a crush on me :S Akward. So yeah.. OH!? OH!? It's been 5month :) With Elya, I pissed him off a lot lately! Im sorry, but ERGHHH, Tah lah :( Whatever, Gtg , Byebye (:

You don't have to be the idiot who
will just shut up when
ANYTHING's wrong!?
Speak Up Fucker
-Ameera-

All Heads Up

2009-07-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

Hello People, Im excited. MU in 2 days time :DDDDDDDDDD and 7 month, Im glad that we met Dear (: Thats all, Byebye

Another Day (:

2009-07-06T01:08:00.003+08:00

Hello readers (: Wow readers? Kinda drastic don't you think. Lol, Yea Whatever. So today, Yeah, My sis went to Melaka dahhhhhh this morning. Free!? Gonna miss her tho, Maybe, Maybe not :P Yeay. What more? So yea, Tina and me decide to order th Macdonald for our brunch. So yea, and then later on that evening, we got the KL Open thing. So we went to Kepong. So yeah, It was awesome. I like the court, its small but yet longgggg. Haha, but we lost tho, but hye!? I'm still proud of myself (; I did good (: Really good :D Im starting to become an Elya :S I talk bad about someone, and Im really confident lately, which is good ryte? Haha, Wow, Thanks Baby :D So yeah, the Mu thing is coming!? I CANT WAIT!? After the game, we went for makan at The Desa View Coner, infront of the graveyard in Hulu Klang. I had CHA kUEH Teow!? Okay! Okay!? How ever you spell it lea, I didnt eat the prawn. Apperantly, Im allergic to it too. I ain't gonna make people see my RED BLOW FISH Face!? But seriously, I look like a blowfish when my allergics are up. Bah, Yea, yea. Haha, then later on that day, I did my hw for Maimon, for the FIRST TIME!? Heheh, Rajin (; Okay, now marry me :D Hhahha, Im sorry, a lil hyper now, im not sorry actually. Its my life. DUHHHHHH. I can do whatever I want with bounderies tho. Because someone is always watching over meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: WEEEEE, Im bored and its 1.20am in the morning. Nak study lea :D Okay then people, Nytenyte

Hey Darling,
Why don't you just move over,
And tell me whats on your mind (:

Heartache

2009-07-02T18:40:00.004+08:00

Hye everyone! Told you Im gonna update soon (: Surprise, hahah. Today, have been the longest day. Hmm, starting with school. We were late as usual, but this time it wasn't our fault. My mum (: Hahah, So yea, then said hye to Elya and Tam. So I went to class (math class) The class was so dark :/ no electricity. I had to squeeze my eye balls out so that I can actually see what the teacher wrote on the white board. But what the hack, then it was AGAMA!? Fuh!? 20 minutes before the agama period finish, Ustazah freaked out!? She was scolding us about the prom, Zeza, Ashiqin, Dee, Zahra, Zeqi and myself kenea. She was REALLY mad!? She screamed at my face. She scolded us about the time, the place to pray and so onnn.. Haih, spoile my day. Then I went for lunch at KFC. Then went to school, to meet up with Elya. Then I saw Neesha (PAM, PAM) hahah, long story. Things was okay, until before I went home. Tah lah, Im really upset about it. Malas nak cakap. I can't read minds, how am i supposed to know if you don't tell me. Tah lah, okay. Got to go, sis wants to use the laptop. Will update soon, Byebye

Don't do things to others,
that you don't want others to do to you.

Entitled

2009-06-29T14:13:00.004+08:00

Hye babe, wow!? haha, I never update my blog now do i? Lol, I guess not, sorry. I've been busy and I kinda got better things to do. Haha, Hmm, my past exam was the worst ever!? grrr, i really need to catch up like hell,. Ive been studying lately, lets just hope, i can catch up. :S Im really scared. SPM babe. Well, dah stable balik I guess. There's this one Ustaz from Indonesia is coming on the first of July. His staying my house with his wife. Not to be mean or something, but Im kinda scared, a stranger sleeping over at my house and his sleeping next to my room. Shit. So yeah, I got my Jonas Brothers book and the new CD :D Its sooooo cool. Now I have to organise the 3 on 3 for the school carnival activities. Hmmm, If your intrested come and register and pay up!? haha, lets just wait for the flyers to come out. haha, What more? Yeah 2 Proms? Haih... Oh yeah, 4 month still standing strong!? :D I miss Syeera kut!? haha, My kecik :P and My sonnnnnn :( Im sorry, but I got to go. Im going to Maimon's now :/ Will update soon, Promise :) Byee...

Hugs and Kisses;
Ameera (:

One Last Chance

2009-05-31T20:10:00.004+08:00

I'll pull myself together and not let go of what I know that matter to me most. That is you. Im gonna make things right. Im sorry I hurt you Elya. Its been so hard for me this past few days. Its hard to fall asleep every night thinking that everythings never gonna be the same anymore. Sometimes I think Im the only one who's fighting for us, and its so hard. But when I think about what we've been through before this. The ups and downs, you thought me to be this strong. You've stayed strong for us before this, and now its my turn. Im not gonna give up. Thats all that I can say. All Im asking for is another chance to work things out, I know we can. We're stronger together. I really can't stand being apart from you. You meant so much to me. You see so much in me that people don't. Even if it hurts everyday, I won't let go. All the tears its all worth it. I miss you so much Dear. I need you with me for all the reason in the world. Im sorry Im selfish.

Don't say anything please, thats just how I feel ryte now. Just let me be. Please.

Just Don't Move On,
Atleast Not When Im still Holding On

Mum's Day

2009-05-10T13:38:00.003+08:00

Hello people :D Happy Mothers Day :D haha, woke up this morning, as usual talk on the phone with Elya for awhile and then had my bath. After that, I made a cup of coffee for Mum and Dad. Hahaha, thats my present for Mothers day. Damn, I know!? Im such a cheeps tack :P Kedekut nak mati. Then left the house, went for basketball with Tina. Meet up with Elya, Mj, Jen Nie, Callie, Chern, and so onnnnnnnnn :P. Then played a game, we won :D hahah. Freaking Song Shin HIT THE BALLS ON MY TUMMY. Not his balls -_____-" Urghh, But i tripped him first :P So nvm. HEHEE, After that Jen Nie and me went to the flower shop to buy a flower for her mother and my granmum. Then we went To MCH for makan, and Balikkkkkk :D Haha, thats it :) Am going for lunch with the whole family later. I love family gathering, its so Family. Hahaha, we're going to Intai-intai. The food are nice and the place is very relaxing :) But banyak nyamuk, ahha. Okay then, i'll update soon. Bye :D

Happy Mum's Day (:

Future

2009-05-09T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hello people, I have to set my goals straight. Ive been talking to Tina and Elya about it. You know, our future. Tina told me her dad said, if she do well in her SPM, her father is gonna send her to a Medic School, in Egypt. Its like damn far away. So yeah, then we talked about our fututre, what we wanna do and all. Ive been thinking and all. I wanna be a Public Relation or Human Resource. Kinda scared, what we're gonna do or who we're gonna turn out to be in the future. Grrrr, scared, hmm. Elya (: I arranged my life plan. ahaha, Atleast theres a plan ryte? haha. Elya, you really made it possible when it was impossible. I love you dear (: So yeahhh, tired leaaa, mid term is like 10 days away. WOW!? need to cover a lot of chapters. Baahhhh, my allergice, wooooo. Its like damn freaking erghhh. Ive been getting my allegice A LOT. aihhh, whatever lea, gtg, wanna eat. Byeeee

Appolagize

2009-05-01T01:50:00.003+08:00

Hello people, i miss blogging. Haha, Son asked me to blog. Guess I got better things to do? ahah, Sorry :P Anyways, what should I talk about. Hmm, oh yeah maybe the fact that Im SEVENTEEN. I'm so old :D (Sorry dear :D) I had the best day. FULLSTOP!Thanks for the wish and the present's, and everything. I'm just, speachless. It was the best day, BEST GILEEEE!? Best, haha. Okay, okay enough. What else, oh yeah. Tina's back, so yeah. She's leaving with me now just untill SPM is over. I actually studied a bit just now. Hmm, Ash & Lam, I'm sorry, I dind't go to school, wasn't feeling well. Mum told me to stay home. Sorry ): I'll make it up to you guys okay? Hmmm, dear Son. I want the JONAS BROTHERS book )':.I've been with Elya for almost 3 month now (: HEHEH Bangeaaaa :D KEITH!? I'M SORRY!? I thought you knew!? Im sorry, Im sorry! Please forgive me. Please, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D Your still my favourite Banghali Keith :) So, okay it's 2.06am in the morning. and IM NOT ASLEEP. Need to get some sleep. Okay, byebye.

5 hugs, 5 kisses on the cheek & 5 kisses

Ash (;

2009-04-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

AND MY HOOKER OFCOURSEEEEEE ;)

MSSD is OVER :D

2009-04-11T18:12:00.004+08:00

Hello :) Sorry, the Basketball MSSD is OVER!? Im freeee!? Now, I can focus on my studies, my friends and my bf (; Bergh, although am not gonna spend that much time with time with Elya anymore, we'll find a way. Anywaysssss, can't wait to go to school and actually STUDY!? hahah, We got 4th place for the MSSD thing, we lost to Tmn Ehsan by 4points, but we could have win but we didn't. Hahaha, buat banyak sangat FAUL!? ahahah, So most of their points is based on free throw. :P Loser, but yea okay. We made friends with the Kepong and Segar team. They actually cheered for us. Flattered. What else? Hmm, yea, kinda feel guilty, for not being there for my Bitch & Stripper xP. I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you guys. Promise. Need to do so many fixing after this. Don't know what happen between Achap and me. Really, again. The only thing that doesn't need to do any fixing is Elya. HEHEE :D. My bday is like 13 DAYS away!? grrr, Nervous. Hahah, the ONE - SEVEN :P SPM!!? haha, Other than that. Yea, I'm okay. Oh Keith, I'm sorry. Really, we'll hang out kay (; uww!? uww!? I got my JONAS BROTHERS BOOK THAT I WANT!? buttttt, this is the Hello Beautiful want, I want the Burning Up. Son, I want the BURNING Up!? :D PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, That's about it I guess (: Byebye

24TH APRIL'09 (;

Q; Never gonna say Goodbye (;
Ameera S, 11th April'09

Last Time

2009-04-01T19:43:00.002+08:00

Why am i doing things that i don't want to? why can't say what i truly wanna say? I hate it!? I hate it!?

Best Day

2009-03-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hello people :) I am damn tired with the bball MSSD stuff. Seriously, ANYONE out there. DON'T BE THE CLUB SECRETARY!? Too much work!? Ergh, is it so hard to just fill in the form and photostat ure ic. darn! Nvm, oh yea. Today is the best day of my life Thank you dear (: . Before that i went for makan with Son, kyren, & nahrend. hahaha, before that we were talking about rambutan a.k.a. HAIRY berry :P. haha, sorry got to go. mummys making noise :(

Q;Don't regret :)
Ameera S, 24th March'09

Bitrthday Suit :D

2009-03-21T00:52:00.004+08:00

Hello, Im sleepy but just a lil update here. First of all , to wish my beloved Son a very
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON!
Its feels like just yesterday he was 16 (': hahah. Okay, just now was my Sister's birthday. Me and my mum got in the car and bought her a cake drove all the way to Melaka and suprised her. She was shock, she cried. Which was funny. Ahaha, She kept on saying, "You guys came here just to get me a cake, Kakak terharu. " Well to tell you the truth I was happy to see her all smiling and all. OMG!? What is wrong with me :s Okayyyyy, Change topiC. Then Mum and me went to Putrajaya to have our early dinner. Then we saw a Hot Air Balloon all over the place. Then mum said she wants to get on it. Come on lea, who doesn't!? But its actually a competition for the Malaysia something thing. So whatever. Then we tooke some pictures then went to the reflexology, the whole body!? MY body feels good!? But you know what!? Just my luck my butt hurts like hell ryte now :( . Oh yea, last wendnesday we went to SMK Conficious some school near PS for a friendly match. We won :) and guess what? It was a chinese school :D. aahah, tomorrow we're going to SMK Seri Garing, in Rawang for another friendly. But this time the Chong Hua's will be joining us as in we're ranting a bus, so we go together lorh :) ahaha, okay, Wtv, Okay goodnight people, i wanna sleep. Oh, I've been with Marzuqi for 1month :D, shit!? heheh :D byeeeee

Q; For you I will :)
Ameera S, 20th March'09

Cake :D

2009-03-16T22:14:00.003+08:00

I am happy with what I have and proud to say that I HATE FISH!? FISH STINKS!? :DDDDDDDDDD

Truth

2009-03-15T17:18:00.003+08:00

There's nothing left to say actually, It still hurts sometimes dear. Im sorry, for not forgetting it, its just there. Its something that we just can't change. Im sorry, really. I don't think i can ever forget about it. But I'll just hold on and put my head up high, try to make things work. Let go, and let be. But dear, have it ever occurred to you how it'll make me feel? i know that was then. But we didn't even plan for this too ryte? You hurt me a lil bit there, but its okay. Nvm, like i said, theres just nothing left to say. I blame myself for being on the other side of the wall.

N; I tried to forgive but its not enough to make it all okay
Ameera S, 15th March'09

Yada :]

2009-03-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

Hello, I would like to make a statement. FUCK THE MSSD OFFICER!? On the last day of MSSD, I got 200m and 4x400m event, so it ended at about 1.30pm, so Achap, Amar and myself took a cab to school, I've not been in class for about 2 weeks, 3 weeks plus this school holidays. So, okay lea. As soon as i get out of the cab, the teacher called me and told me to go back to stadium because we're in the finals. I specifically asked the teacher and the officer whether am i involve for the next event. No, they said no!? So yea, I took a cab to the stadium again. The taxi driver is a dick!? seriously!? Then as soon as I got there, the teacher told me that I got in for the 200m finals. Which just ended a few minutes before i reached there -_-" so whatever lea. Then when we were about to run for the 4x400m event. Theres this 3 pegawai that came up to me and Aida. At first he asked Aida, why didn't she participate for the 400m finals? The officer didn't even call up her name. Then she asked me why didn't I run for the 400m event, then i told him that i got injured during the event. Then he asked about the 200m finals. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE EVENT, UNTILL I REACHED THE FREAKING STADIUM!? ERGHHHH, whatever. Then he said "Kamu kena cari sub lain, kamu digugurkan dari acara ini!? " FUCK HIMMM, i didn't even know. Then i took my bags and cloth and took a cab to school. I was sooo upset. WTF lea, don't even wanna think about it anymore, now, just need to focus on bball. and im sooooooooooo erghhh!? Not even in the mood right now.

As time pass, people changed. Its all about Karma, the truth will find a way revile itself. Its really gonna eat youself. Bye

Catching Up

2009-03-09T15:03:00.003+08:00

Hello, I know, i didn't update my blog for a very lonng, looongg, loooooonnggggg time :D i've been busy. SERIOUSLY, last week, Ohhh, ONE whole week i didn't go to class. I've been busy with Olahraga and Persada. I've been fighting with mum a lot lately. She just gets too my last nerves sometimes. She's giving me toooooo much pressure lately. I cried to my aunty yesterday. I told her that I KNOW. I guess the reason of me being rebelling all the time. URGHHHH, Tina's moving in sometime this month. So thats good? Hmm, Olahraga. I guess I did good? But just not good enough. I'm in the semi-finals for the 400m & 200m. FUCK, i don't want to run aanymore. Their fucking fast weyh :S. Oh and we're going for finals, 4x100m. Well thats good :) Basketball, selection. argghhhh. Busy again. Hmmm, need to settle the Persada on this Thursday. Lets just wish that it won't clash with my Olahraga. The MO1 borang somemore :[ Arghhhh, tireddd. I need to find time, i need to catch up with my studies. Hahah, Thats about it. Got to go, Maimon's tutition. Byyyeeee :D

MSSD

2009-02-24T16:17:00.002+08:00

hello people!? I'm not supposed to be online right now due to exams :P but just the laptop is calling me!? heheh, sooo i'm here. Last Sunday was the School's Sports Day. A.K.A. SUKAN NEGARA :P. Silly me :D Hahah, had to go to school at 6am. Then meet up with Felix, and his stick !? ahah, He don't even need that thing. Then line up and got on the bus sat next to Ruth. We were gossiping all the way to the Stadium :D. HAHAH, hmm so yea. we reached there and get ready and all. Theres this girls who, ahhaahha nvm!? ahahha, they just look weird and over? IDON'TKNOW!? ahaha. So first we had the perbarisan thing, Fuck JC. We just ignored her all the way, she was screaming at us. Ishhh. HAHAHA, Its just funny leaaa :P Felix, Julie, Zarina, Arif, Scott, Aishah and Me was the mascott!? ahah, WHATEVER Lea. I ran for 200m, i won!? I got first place!? Its just sooo hard to believe :P ahhaha. Right after that i had to run for the 4x100m with Aishah, Zarina, and Wardah. We lost :(. Its just so frustrating. Then went for makan with Athirah, Ruth, Son, Scott, and Felix. Just when I was about to order my food. Wardah told me that my 4x400m is starting. Had to run to the stadium back. Got ready and all. At was damn Hot weyh!? And guess what!? My luck, I get to run with Aida. But thats fine with me. We planned to run next to each other and hold hands and all. The teacher was screaming asking me to just leave Aida behind, I just told her. HAHA, its okay, its okay, no pressure and hold Aida's hand!? But we got second place some stupid girl, so slow!? ahhaha Damn Funny weyh!? It was my last run, Iwanted it to be Happy and all. But guess what? I'm running for the MSSD. Mr. Pang was told me that I'm in the 200m, 400m, 4x100m and 4x400m for the schools team. Im not even fast for gods sake. My grandmother can run faster than me. Stupid. So yea, thats about it I guess? haaha, okayy need to study for exams tomorrow :D Byyyyeeee

I Love Animals :P

2009-02-18T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hello people, I MISS BLOGGING!? I'm sorry!? I've been busy, for real :D haha. Hmmm, ahah, what to say, what to say. OHHHH YEAA?! Thank you YOU!? For the MU tshirt ^_^. Zahin bought me a Mu tshirt. heheh ITS BLUE :) I love it thank you :))))))) haha, happy bilated bday to felix!? ahha, pity him. Operation on his birthday!? fun much!? ahah, hehe. soorrry :P. hmm, ohhh the Petronas competition. WO HAN NIE!??? :S babi punyea girls. they go and smack my face and said to the team mate!? GOOD JOB, GOOD JOB. Fuck you leaa!? we played 3 games, Wai's team played 2, while Ruth's and Mj's team played 1. FUcker leaaa those girls, all of them just play like fucker leaa!? end of story :x i hate them!? its damn crowded. After the match we decided to watch horror movie, called House. One word, BORING!? hmmm, what more, what more. ahhaha, i damn teruk weyh!? i skipped class :x. Aiyooo, i know!? So teruk ryte!? exam is just around the crnr and i haven't prepared yet. Sighhhh, Lammmmm i love you leaaaa. I would never ditch u!? just now got the Persada interview lea. SORRRY :D. Forgive meeee :D PERSADA INTERVIEW~~ Damn tired weyh. its soooooo funny!? Marketing, what do you know about marketing? they'll be like oh its finance thing or whatever. ahahha. Theres this one girl, ahahah. She was shitting about, oh i'm a loving person. I LOVE ANIMAL? hahaha, whats that got to do with animal!?hahahahah. So far i got 2 names that i want!? That jos something boy from form 4. hahah, his good. got potential to be next years H.O.D. ahah. Thats about it i guess? I think lea. ahah, okayyyy. Bye,bye :D

Q; To stand still is to lose, To move is to gain, To change is to grow
Ameera S, 18th Feb'09

Tired

2009-02-06T22:17:00.001+08:00

Hello, Stupid dumb dumb!? I don't know, school is tiring. And thank god their finally gonna pick the Editor already!? Whats taking Azwani so long pun i don't know. The women who have issue's with flowers and trying so hard to make it everything her style, "saya xnak bunga-bunga nie." The thing is WE DON'T CARE ! The persada is not meant to be created for her satisfaction. Fuck her lea x). And i'm tired lea, homework, school, Basketball, prom comitee just start somemore, tuitions, mummy, jishhhh. I'm in the ticket and the entertaining department. Sooo, okay lea. We're entering the Petronas 3 on 3 thing. Its held at klcc convention center on the 15th of february. Guess whats our groups name? MJ Fan Club(MJFC). OWHHH, and i'm freaking worried about Felix. I hope his gonna be okay, oh my. His knee weyh :/. I'll check on him from time to time. Thats it for today then, got chores to do. Byeeeee, :D

p.s- Dear Water boy, shutup!? don't tell lea :D
A.Z haaa, dah. i dah update my blog.

Q; Some things just are not meant to be.
Ameera S, 6th Feb'09

Sorry

2009-01-31T20:00:00.003+08:00

Hello people, i'm sorry for not updating my blog. I've been busy. Theres just so much to tell, I'll tell u later. Im sorry. I got stuff to do now :D Just so u know we won 4TH PLACE FOR THE TITIWANGSA BBALL COMPETITION!? And we won RM150 bucks.Not much, but still we went against the chinese team, and we won :D lalalala. HAHAHAHA, like i said i'll tell u later. goodbye :D

You Tell Me

2009-01-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hello people :) Im so tired. Im sorry for not updating my blog, for a very long, long, LONG TIME!? Im sorry, been busy with school, basketball, persada, school, unfix tuition, teachers, and all. I became the H.O.D for Marketing. So yeay me :)BUT LOADS of works lea. Busy distributing the Persada to the Afternoon Session. I hate lil kids!? SO RUDE!? Got no manners at all. Jish, You know what, all this while i thought marketing jobs is damn easy!? but omg!? was i wrong!? HAHA, Thanks Athirah, Son, Lai, Hardesh, Keith, Achap, and Allysa for helping out. Thank you very much for helping out. :) I'm on a lot of pressure right now. I can't sleep well, I can't eat much, I constantly have a nervous breakdown, and cry. This is just not right, this is not me. This is just not. I'm sick of people telling me what I can or cannot do. Its my life, so let me be!? I spend 3 freaking hours in the counseling room, didn't get to eat my breakfast in school. Damn you Jamsiah,wtv. Had a match at Chong Hua last night. Don't ask which Chong Hua, Chong Hua with the nice courts, and its so cool. Achap is so different now, its like I don't know him anymore. Owh we went to the Youth '09. We played for the Milo competition. Haha, we had to hear all the lousy noises. Those battle of the bands. THEY SUCK!? ROFLMAO.Hahah, and i want t make a statement!? I love anti-social people!? ahahah, wtf ryte!? ahah, i need an ice cream :/. A.Z, u, im sorry. It's just that, its a shocking news. oh dear, im sorry :(. Sorry got to go. Night, and goodbye.

Q;I do it because i can, I can because I want to,
I want to because you said I couldn't.
Ameera S, 16th Jan'09

Be A Man!?

2009-01-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

Hello people, i'm sorry for not updating my blog x( Been busy with school!? Jish, ahah, lets see, whats new heh? hmm, owh yea i'm changing class cause i finally can do what i really wanna do, i know i'm 1 year behind, guess i have to work hard and make my mummy proud :D i don't wanna let her down :) So i need to catch up with the form 4 physics. haha, Its okay, I CAN DO IT :D. haha, anywaysssss, I got my sijil for the marketing for last year!? WEEEEE :D. Then after recess Puan Azwani called me to the teachers lounge and asked for the name list for the students who paid for the Persada. Haha, then out of no where!? SON appeared, volunteer to helped. HAHAA, lazy people!? Finding a clean way to skip class, haha actually me too :P. Hahah, okay lea, then Son, Athirah and myself went to 5E to kutip Lai and Hardesh x) ahha, then went straight to the office and took the Persada. Son and Hardesh carried about 66 books at one time, as for Lai 44. Haha, lembik lea!?!? ahah, I kept on irritataing them by saying 'BE A MEN!?' roflmoa. :D haha, it was tiring. Really, we got about 15 to 20 classes to go. Hopefully can finish by tomorrow, Yeap. Haha, Hardesh have this very weird way of walking with the books. Its funny but fast. Hahah, perhaps tomorrow maybe we'll start earlier. In that way we can finish this thing as fast as possible :) Owh yeaa, I have issue with people who is very rude. I dislike em so much :/ really!? jishh!? It annoys me very much!? VERYYY?! grrr. WAAHHH, eeeeee!? ahaha, okay then to get back to my books. and yes people!? I actually study!? :P ahha, Owh yeaaa!? The Persada is damn nice weyh!? I LOVE IT!? ahha, okaayyyy. byebye :) ambush

Q;Our greatest weakness lies in giving up.
Ameera S, 8th Jan'09

1 More Day :S

2009-01-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

Hello human :) I feel so drained.. Haha, school is starting tomorrow, and i haven't bought my school shoes yet. I have less than 12 hours. Need to make a schedule for tomorrow morning. Tuition starts tomorrow. Wow!? This is freaking me out. SPM!? Shit, So lil time. Oh my, oh my. :S. Went to Pavilion with mum yesterday.The plan was to buy my school bag there, and go to Sgi Wang and buy my mickey mouse school shoes ^__^. I know, all the way too Sgi Wang just to buy a school shoes, Mengadea ryte :P Lol, Okay lea, walked from Pavilion to Sgi Wang, and guess what? No shoes :S. End up buying socks and shop for cloth. Lol, Then had to rush to Pavilion back, cause daddy said he wanted to go to Red Box, so we had to make reservation first. The reservation was at 4pm. So to buy some time, Mum and me went to Dome and had our breakfast there, breakfast at 3pm. Yeap, yeap, We saw Fares, Syaa and Zamir there. I MISS EM SOOOO MUCH!? oH MYYY, Lol.Okay then, at 4pm meet up with daddy and stayed there like until 11.30pm. Then went out for 10mins with Mum to search for my school bag, went everywhere, my mum was rushing me. I was under pressure. End up buying my bag at FILA, Lets just hope no one's using that bag, cause im soooo not gonna use it if someone does :). Yeapp, yeappp, okay then got to go need to do some stuff. Bye, bye, TOMORROW IS SCHOOL :S

Q; Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending
Ameera S, 3rd Jan'09

Fish -__-"

2009-01-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hello people :). Today, i ate FISH!? yeas, FISSHHH!? it taste like FISH!? Ewwww!? Haha, Okay. I went to KLCC today with Son, and Achap. Was supposed to watch 'Yes Man' but damn cinema, the only time that their showing the movie is at 5.30pm. Stupid!? So we watched 'Australia'. Note to self; Must get Son a watch!? -___-" Time is gold lea :P. Haha, Anyways, there's only like 10 people in the cinema, and it was damn COLD!? My eye balls were freezing okay!? Yeas, my EYE BALLS :S The movie end at about 2 o'clock. After that we had our lunch at Sushi King, First i had this prawn, and tempura. Do you know that they serve green tea with no sugar!? OMG, its like plain water, jishh. Owh, Then Achap had to leave early cause his opening an account or something. So he left, then Son and me played a dare. He took a Cuttle FISH for me, and i took the Red thinging Octopus.IT WAS SOOO Disgusting!? So okay lea, I ate the Fish, it chewy and disgusting!? Just thinking about it makes me wanna throw up :S. The second round, Son took a scallop for me, and i took another VERY DISGUSTING octopus, chop to pieces :S. The scallop, it took me like 3min to actually swallow it. Okay, girls and boys, don't waste ure money on disgusting food. especially if its a FISH!? Haha, then bought an Ice Cream, It was too sweet which was good ^__^. So, bla, bla, went for Bball after that,as for usual the coach would be like, u teach me how to smile, i teach u how to play. Then i was like, Okay, okay, Give and Take maaaa!? :P Thats about it i guess :) I had a great time today. So goodbye and Good Night :)

Q; We make a living by what we get,
but we make a life by what we give.
Ameera S, 2nd Jan'09

Hello 2009

2009-01-02T08:45:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year :) I've been thinking about my New Year Resolution from the past few weeks. And I've made up my mind. What I wanna do and all :) I am proud to say that I'm done with 2008. I promised myself to only take the good things to my future, and take the bad things as an experience.Im trying to change, change my bad habits lea, SPM this year !? Omg :S Im scared, theres only like 11 months to go. Minus sleep and me wasting my time, I'll have like 5 months to go :S. Grr, so scary weyh. Here are some of my new resolution ;

Study Hard for SPM
Score for my SPM
Perform my prayers.
Cut down on my sugar taking. (Like Thats gonna happen :P)
Drink Plain Water more (So Lame)
Do great in all of my exams .
Wake Up early on weekends and school holidays.
Try to be Serious :P
Don't get too emotional.
Take Good Care Of Mummy.
Don't skip class.
Exercise more.
Find a way to stop Tina from moving.
Live a healthy life.
Find more MONEY $__$.
Stop Biting my nails.
Make sure mum's in good hand
Sort things out with Achap.
Have fun on my prom.
SPM!?
Cut down on internet usage .
Take good care of Athirah.
Make sure SON smile more -__-" (mission)
Learn to not have a heart.
Find a way to not go to JB.
Do my homework :D
GROW UP
GET A LIFE!?
Make a Change to the world :)

Wow, Theres more actually, but hye this is just some of it. So Keith, HERE is my new year Resolution, DURHH!? ahah, Im done with it. I have one Unfinished Business left. That one, I have to wait until the school opens. Haven't bought my School shoes, bags, socks, and bottle!? Owh my, owh my. So much to do, So lil time. School is starting soon, sorry, school is starting in, wait let me count, Lol, 4 DAYS!? I can imagine what the teacher will say, 'Kakak-kakak dan abang-abang form5, kamu dah senior tunjuk teladan dekat adik-adik kamu. Tahun ini ada peperiksaan besar, jangan nak main-main.' :S School haven't start yet,but the teachers are hunting me already. Sigh, Owh god!? Im biting my nails, I really need to stop :( . Grr, okay then, Good bye :)

Q; Some Changes are for Better
Ameera S, 1st Jan'09

Goodbye 2008

2009-01-01T15:04:00.000+08:00

HellO :) Haha, todays the last day, last month, and the end of this year. Lets do a recap from this year. This year have been the suckiest and the best year ever? Haha, the good thing is that Tina moved to our school, which was Yeay :D. Tina, Athirah and Me became good friends? With Athirah's 'perangai Chibai', and my 'emotional issue' yeaaa, i don't know how, but Athirah has change a bit and i change a bit by bit. Some changes are for better. Haha, Hmm, Tina? I just learned whats the meaning of true friends, friends comes and go, but true friends don't. I really love Tina!? We've been friends since primary school. I remember when I first met her, she was the new girl. Hahaha, we've been through a lot together, A LOT!? Achap, his the best. His not my best friend, His My Achap. Even tho he doesn't wanna talk to me now, but his still is, and always will be My Achap. Lol, I made a lot of new friends like The Amoi's MJ, Jen Nie, Kimberly, & Callie. The best seniors ever, Zuee, Syaa, Fares, Adlin, DD, Nissa, Nenek, and D.L.L. Very intresting juniors, Ruth, Emma, Leela, Keith, Preet, Yaz, Sophine, Wen Yee, Elya, King Kong, Shin Chan, Cash, & So many more. Im sorry if i don't write ure name down, short term memory. Thanks to Felix, i learn a lot of things, haha, gain new experience too. Thanks to him, I went to my first concert + International artist, The Click Five. Haha, what more? So much leaa, haha. Hmmm, my mom just hit me with a bomb the past few days. HUGE!? That, is not a good thing. I say screw my father, I'll do fine without him, his nothing!? Whatever, HAHA. I gain a new Son too!? Lol, got some Jonas Brothers stuff!? WAHAHAHAHAH. I got a new phone, gain a lot of money, gain a lot of new friends, PORNO *__*, My sis went away for studies, taking care of mum, dealing with daddy (Daddy and Father is a different person) LOL. Hahah, THIS YEAR HAVE BEEN GREAT, I BET NEXT YEAR WILL BE BETTER ;) Well, down here are some memoirs from this year. I love you loads, Thanks people for reading :) U've been a great reader :P Haha, okay people, goodbye

My quotes for today is,
Tomorrow is a new day, a new month, a new year, and the start of a new beginning :)

Best Birthday EVER!? :D

First Date :D

On Teachers Day, After The Performance :P Allysa's Birthday Party MSSD at Athirah's :PPhoto shoot With Nicky & Dinda ;)PERSADA photo session, with Fares.

Credits to Nicky.Lancome Photo Shoot with Mummy :DMeeting with my FAV Doc, pic's with SisFirst Time Going To Roller :DTrip to Genting :)Langkawi Trip Preety Aina, Adlin's Raya Open House PROM day, Thanks Keith for protecting us the whole day :P Kepong Prom, Thanks SHayne :)XMAS Day with Tina's Family ;)Best Outing 2008 :)Photo Shoot with Zue, Nenek & Mawar ;P

Happy New Year People and Have a Happy 2009 :D

Banghali Friends

2008-12-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hello people, i had a great day today with the Banghali's. Went to JJ with Athirah, Keith, and Ruth. As for usual we promised to meet there at 11a.m. But we were late because my mum had to settle things with her University thing. As usual, Keith was punctual. IM SO SORRY KEITH!? REALLY, ehhe. Next time you know what to do yea, come a half an hour late. Haha, GROOL!? Im so high right now, on what idk. Haha,anyways, Went to Mph to meet Keith there, then Keith met my mummy. Haha, then said byebye. Waited for Ruth to come, then we went to the food court for makan. The food sucks, thennnnn, Ruth and Keith bought me a monkey for my xmas present, very x) Hahaha thanks guys, love it. its sooo soffftt :D. Then went to the arcade play the bball thing i won like twice and then got second place once. WELLLLL!? :P Then played the hoki hand thing, whatever it is! IT WASS SOOO COOL!? Lol, Haha then played the buli game. xP I lost to Ruth, but i won against Keith. And im supposed to be the girl -_______-". Haha, i rockkk!?Lol, then played the car race thing, the picture thing, drum thing, okay whatever. I spend about Rm50 there :S Such a waste, but i had fun so yea!? Went to J.co for tea i think. Hahaha, then bought a jeans for Keith as a xmas gift. Hahah, obscene monkey. Sonnnn!? I wanna give ure gift now!? its killing me. LOL :S. Uwww, after that around 6 we went to Ruths hous to play bball and Cho Tai Tie. Hahah, i won like once only, but who cares. Then at 7 we left. The taxi driver is scary. Then went to Athirah's and her mum sent me home. Thanks aunty :D. Then yada, yada, and im here :D.Haha, owh thanks felix for the cookies, its nice. Haha, Mu won last night match. Lol, Okay lea, going now, thanks Banghali's, i had fun. Love you Byebye Banghali's ;)

My quotes for today is

“It's never over till it's over"

HO!? ho!? Ho :)

2008-12-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

Hello people :) I had a very Happy xmas this year. Hahah, Dinner was dinner ;) LOL, okay. 25th, Hahha, I decided to go for xmas lunch with Tina and Athirah at JJ. As usual we planned to go there at 10.30am. But Daddy just had to make my life miserable!? GRRR!? Then fetched Athirah and Tina reached there around 11.30. Hehe, ALL OF US WAS STARVING. Athirah said she don't mind eating anywhere except MCD, and i said anywhere is fine except for lousy customer service. Tina just said haaa, hahah, at first wnated to eat at Food Court, end up eating at MCD. Lol, so much for no MCD huh? Haha, Had some burgers and curly fries ;D. Haha, after we ate our food. We decided to open the present there :D Tina opened my Present first. I gave her a green jumper. Then Tina and me opened the present that we got from athirah. She got us this Doll that looks like MEE!? :D. and nooo, not the sungai wang thing -__-". Hahah, i love it. ITS YELLOW :D. Thank you babe, i love you :) Then Athirah, opened the present that i gave to her. The c.tape :S Anything just to make Athirahs life miserable :D. she saw the Mac box, she was like, "You bought me a make up?" -__-" hahah, that on the box i wrote LANDSLIDE :P. Then we she opened the box, theres a cotton that says, "say WONKA :)" Then she said, "Kau kasik nie? " With a very pissed face. HAHAH, TINA WAS LAUGHING SO HARD, then Athirah checked again, "owwhhh!? an earing. Thank you" hahaha, you should have seen her face. HAHAHAHA, i just like making ure life miserable . I LOVE YOU!? then went the orange shop and bought the Chicken, HAHAH. Very annoying chicken. Then went to the arcade and played bball and some other buli games. Ahahah, so funny. Then around 1.30pm we chow. Hahah,Athirah and Me went to Ruth's house and had Turkey and DUCK :D. Not to forget sparkling juice, now i know why i love sparkling juice, because its SWEET!? DAMN SWEET!? ^__^. After that went to Athirah's and baring2 Lol. THHEEENNN!? hehehehe, we had V ice :). WAAAHHH!? I LOVE ITTTT?!?? More reason for me to love athirah. Note to self, need to get one of those :P. Then around 6.30 went to Tina's house, she was having a xmas BBQ party. Her brother and sisters are so funny!? Haha, Tina's grandad is a mat salleh. Then me and tina was like, we can't call Athirah mat salleh, cause theres two now. The maid marinate the steak with a kunyit? WTF!? Then i go fix the marinate Sos. HAHA, then played some games, eat, games, eat, games,some more games, made some video (Stupid Tina recording my ass -__-") Lol. But yea, the best part was that i spend my xmas with my two girls :) I love you babes :) So i hope u had a wonderful xmas, i know i did :D. Son, im still waiting my gift :P Okay, Had training just now so kinda tired, and im watching MU match. So bye bye :)Happy Christmas and Have a Happy New Year :)

a,b,c,d,e

2008-12-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hello people, im bored. My Thumb still hurts, i'm hungry, i'm busy getting ready for school, need to find a new school bag with a very mengundang colour :P, need to make up my mind with the FUTURE!? OWH GOD SPM!? shit :S and I WANT TO EAT CHEESECAKE :( . sigh. Byebye

Thumb, Thumb :(

2008-12-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

.Hello :) Hahah, I was bored, so i decided to blog. It rhymes :D ahaha, Anyways, woke up at at 7.15am today, cause was going for bball today :). Tina came and fetched me at around 7.40am, and reached school at 8.05am. Played bball with Tina, Mj, Kimberly, Elya, King Kong, Shin Chan, Prakash (a.k.a.- Very annoying person of the day / Sneeky2 me) Haha, After bball, all of us went for makan at the Curry House :) Then, the boys were drinking like 5 cups per person ? OMG, ahaha. Me myself dranked 3. Heheh, had Teh Ice, Limau Ice, Ice Kosong, Nasi Lemak, Roti Canai with Curry. Owh yea, while playing bball with them. Shin Chan pushed me and i fall on the ground and my THUMB was cramped!? Need to straighten it back, its killing me weyh!? I am typing really slow ryte now. I can't even type msg properly. Sigh, some more, i can't do anything. Its like im cacat or something. I blame Keith for making me use the Cacat Word. Seriously,Mummy's gonna bring me to go and see the doc after this. Hopefully he'll tarik my Thumb, and fix it!? Make the pain go away. I was not born to be suffered like this!? This is Pain. REAL PAIN!? AWWOOOO!?? okay,Going to the clinic after this. okayyyy, Byebye :(

Ruth Christmas Party (:

2008-12-23T09:28:00.000+08:00

Hello people :) Hello, is so much politer than HYE!? :P Sorry but i don't care. Lol, Okay, Ruths party. Okay, lets start. We woke up at 7.15 in the morning and called Keith, since he said he wanted to try out for the boys team. Then we slept again, 7.40 i called Keith, and his still sleeping, so asked him to wake up. Then Ruth and me continue our sleeping moment :P. Then at 7.55, Keith called and told us that his on his way, so we had to wake up. Exactly at 8, Keith called again, and asked Where are we? Then i told him that, we're getting dressed, which was a lie, i just finished bathing, and Ruth's haven't showered yet!? Hahaha, Seriously, Chinese is punctual!? His always punctual :P Hahah, Then we reached there at 8.40 according to Keith. HAHA. Then i saw Keith in his slippers, i was like WTF? Where's your shoe? Then he said his mum is coming to send it. Me and Ruth joined the training but Keith didn't. PADAHAL, we came for the training pun because of him. Jish, He said that we were playing to fast, and he'll join the next training. U BETTER BOY?! hahaha, Then went outside, buy the Drinks from pakcik air. Lol, was sitting by the road side taking fresh air :S. We played a game after that, Keith and Lala joined. Lala, was not allowed to shoot!? ahha, Pity him. Then while we were playing and all, Keith's leg got CACAT!? haha, he splint his ankle. Haha, then 20 mins after that, Lala, pushed me and i fall on my ass. IT HURTS!? and my hand HURTS!? LIKEHELL!? hahaha. DAMN!? HAHAHA, then Ruth, Keith and Me went for makan at Curry Shop. Hahah, We ordered 3 maggie goreng and lots of drinks, can't remember :P hehe, i can't finish mine cause i haven't go do my 'THING' yesterday. HAHA, so my tummy is bloated :S. Keith didn't finish his too. EEE, membazir!? Lo. RUTHHH!? she finished hers, and helped eating mine too?! ahaha, she can really eat! HAHA,Then we went to Keith's house cause he wanted to take his cloth and the ankle thing, it was damn hot?! The weather, is MADNESS!? haha, Then called a cab, and went to Ruth's house. Me and Ruth got washed up. Then played some bball, Watched "What Happens In Vegas" Movie. Then okay lea. We set up the tables, and sit on the swing, then we talked about stuff, its okay Ruth, everythings gonna be okay :). Me and Keith is here for you. Talked and all, take some pics :P. Then bla, bla, people start coming at 5.30 and okay le,a played cards, and EMMA arrived!? hehehe, Then Leela, Kyren and Preet arrived!? Then we form our very own grown up table :P. 14 years old and above and 20 under. HAHAHA, and that includes Ruth's too, don't care lea whether she's the host or not :P. Haha, around 7.30 ish, the Church Boy/ Bunan/ Pondan/ Orang Hutan arrived. haha, He brought a Sparkling juice with him ;) heheh, then Ruth introduced him to the grown up tables :D hehe, obviously the Sparkling Juice is ours :). Haha, then later after that Keith, Kalpana, and myself went to the kitchen to make the pizza (: ahaha, Note to self, Emma is allergic to Pineapple. Hehe, then i don't know how, but i end up playing with the lil kids, DeBRA & Philip. What to do. Im lovable :D. And we met this 20 years old girl, A.K.A. Rm5 ringgit girl. She kept on asking us to pay Rm5. Hahah, she's funny and weird? ahaha, which was cool?! hahah, then played the game of Truth and Dare. The Dare is seriously fucking owh god?! Very disgusting and idk? GERAM? lol, I KISSED RUTH?! Hahah, On the LIPS. Yeap:D. Hahah, Ruth's dare is she had to kissed The Church Boy/ Bunan/ Pondan/ Orang Hutan. She kissed him :D. Yea, happy new year to Ruth. She got to kisses from both a guy and a girl!? ROFLMAO. Everyone kenea except Keith, he left around 10. Which was early. Hahah, then at 10.30pm Ruth's brother send me home :). Reached home, changed to my pajamas and went straight to bed. Did some thinking too. Well, i'm proud to say that im free, Im really over it? Idk, i finally let go? ahaha, YEAY ME :D. hahah, Owh yea, at the party Keith was molested by The Church Boy/ Bunan/ Pondan/ Orang Hutan. Hahah, i have no idea whyyy he did that!? Sorry Ruth, I LOVE YOU :D. Thats it about Ruth Xmas Party. Hahah, Byebye :) I'll upload the pic's later. Waiting for Emma ;D

Prong Pictures :) .

2008-12-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

My Retarded Ruth

WHILE waiting for shayne for half an hour!? :P

CLICK2 :P

The toilet got 2 HUGE mirrors ;) DURHH!?

Ruth & Keith

Ruth, Keith, and Shayne

Can'r find any tissue? Lol, nawh lea, he is irresistible ;) LOL

LOVELY Kyren :P

Look how steamy shayne look :P

All smiley2 :D

Group pics, all trying to find their date!? ahah

AFTER FOOD :D

I think my head is senget? ahaha

Haha, say it shayne's style ;
Elaine : Owh no u didnt
Ameera : OOOh?
AM I THAT BLURRRRRr? NO RYTE

WHO DIED? lol x)

Kyren :) with a tie? WOW!? Lol

WHERE'S THE TABLE MANNERS. HAHA

People just so u know, its a SPARKLING JUICE :P

once again;

ITS SPARKLING JUICE

Kepong's PRONG :)

2008-12-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hello, just got back from Shaynes PRONG!? Lol. I swear, the DRAMA, GODDD?! Theres a lot of drama. Really, a lot of tears, a lot of laughter. Hahah, it was fun. Training was changed to morning, went for makan. Okay lea, then went to Ruths house, bla, bla. Waited for Keith to come over, then we took a cab to sgi wang. The only reason we're going there is to buy Keith's TIE! Yeas tie, haha. A white colour tie, a thin one. That cost us RM20 bucks. For a tie, jish, so expencive. Haha, then we went to MCD, at the counter, the cashier asked me, whether Im Chinese or Malay :P. I was like, what kind of a question is that? Okay lea, then we hang out at Mcd. We talked about our habits and some stuff. My coke taste like, idk, eww? aahah. Then after that, we decided to go to the arcade, since its still early, okay lea. Each of us bought 6 coins lea, not 5!? ahha. Then we decided to play the car first. Mine was not broken unlike Keith and Ruth. Ahaha, and then the worker that was koreking something, to get Ruth's and Keith's money back ryte? Then that guy purposely like langgar my leg!? I was like WTF!? Then Ruth's was next, haha. Damn scary weyh that place :S. Then we played this shooting game and played foosball!? Ruth and Me versus Keith. He won both of the game!? Fair game, but still stupid!? ahah, Then we played the drum thing and bowling, HAHAHA!? Keith asked Ruth to throw the bowling ball harder, and she threw the ball on the screen!!? ahah. Then we left, and I needed to find a Bra straps cause mine was loose!? ahah OKAYYYY!? Then i saw Vicky Num10 there?! haha, akwardd?! Hahah, then we took the monorail to Chow Kit, and reached the place at around 6.40pm. 10 mins late?! Then went to the toilet, do our stuff, whatever. THENNN!? Saw Keith in his shirt, seriously. He looks smart!? Idk why, but guys in suit and shirt is so hot!? x) Hahah, Shayne look DAMN SMART WEYH!?? He wore this black coat and a tie. Hahah, he llok like a manager tho, but he still look clean and handsome ;) Guess what time did Shayne arrived!?? 7.15 i think!? so much for 6.30 pm Shayne :P. Haha, then went inside, met some new people, OMG!? There's this girls, they look like 17 to 15 or something, but their actually 19, 20 and above!? Wow, how can they maintain their body, and looking young like that? HAHAH. Note to self, must ask for tips to maintain a healthy and younger looking face :P . Haha, Owh yea, one definition today;
PROM = DRAMA
I swear to god, I was scared, never been to a situation near that?! ahaha, P.S - ATHIRAH i'll tell you later :P . The food was okay, but weyh!? We drank sparkling juice :P ahaha, Theres a lot of Melawatian there, obviously theres Ruth, Keith, Leela, Kyren, Some Form 5 dudes? Don't know whats their name, don't care :P. Hahah. Then took loads of pics, Then had to leave early and can't stay cause i promised Ruth's mom, that i'll take care of her. Sorry Shayne :( . Haha, then around 10.30pm, Ruth, Keith and Myself went back home. Reached there around 10.50pm, we played some bball since were waiting for Keith's mum to come and fetch him. Don't know what Keith did, but all the ball he baling, masuk!? Hahha, then he went home. We got in and changed, Philip, Ruth and Myself, slept infront of the T.V. Was supposed to make love with Ruth, but too tired :P Had to schedule another date :P. I slept at 12.30am i think? Ruth was on the phone with the Church boy for god knows how long. :S, All i know is Philip slept at 3a.m. And I kinda woke up at 5 something, but i bang my head on the table, and fall asleep again :P LITERALLY!? ahha. Thats it for the prom story :D. Bye people :)

P.S-THANKS SHAYNE :) i love you darling

How To Plan Your Suicide (:

2008-12-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

Hello (: I'm committing suicide right now. Ahaha, Ahoho DIE x) Yeas people die :P. Im damn bored, blogging makes me happy :D I had a great day, went to the Hospital. Had training at 4.30. Haha, I SPLINT MY ANKLE!? It hurts weyh x( HAHAH, Coach got mad at me just now, cause i forgot which way is right, and which way is left. Im so blank today. Hahah, and the cookies mission is done (say it Jen Nie's style) Hahaha. And the cookies is A two thumbs up :P. Haha, glad he liked it (: Okay people, Im hungry. We die hard, and eat more :S what am i crapping about :P Hahaha. But i just had my dinner, darn!? Omg, Im getting married :S . Owh shit, FOCUS!? Suicide note, Note to self, when is the right time to get myself kill!? WAIT?! Need to get married, and be filthy rich first!? and 3 kids, sorry minus 1 :P so, 2!? aahah. Xmas is coming!? Ahaha, presents and dinner x) The best part of dinner ;) Athirah, care to join :P. Hahaha, 2 DAYS TO GO!? FRIDAY :/ . SHayne, im having second thought sleeping over there lea :( . Soorrrrryyy :/ But we'll see, hehe, i love you. Need to think of a resolutions for next year. NEED TO STUDY WEYHH!? So much to do, so little time :P. Owh, and IM NOT A LALA OR LA LA, OR lala, Or l A l A!? BYEBYE ;)

Great Person

2008-12-16T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hello People, Good Morning and Good Night!? ahah, I feel so good today. You know what i slept at 7 in the morning yesterday :S. Tried to sleep, but i just can't. I spend 1 hour typing msg to Ruth and Zue. They were having a hard time yesterday. And i feel so guilty for not being there, byt their side :( . Im sorry girls. Ruth is at the Church Camp, she called me last night, crying. Im worried. But i know, she'll be okay. She'll jump right of it :D. And Zue, awhhh. We chat last night, its been a while really. I miss her. Its been awhile since we last hang out :/. Yesterday, yes, yes. I know she missed Mr. X. Cause really, i've known her like only this year. But it feels like ive known her like a thousand years. Lol, She's nice. And, just now, while i was browsing to my blog stops. I saw Keith's 'Resolutions For Year 2009'. Very weird boy i say, this is how I post okay? ahha. Anyways then i saw Zue's blog. Omg!? I was so touched. This is what i send to her last night ;

"When you read this, it is in the morning. What do you know Im the first person you talk to. Not literally but whatever. About Mr X thing. Dont think about it too much. You might think that youre not enough or stupid for letting him go. but youre not. REALLY, im not saying this because youre my friend but because its true. Youre funny, you always make people laugh by that very weird way of mocking people. But sometimes you laugh before you finishes you sentences. You tend to smile just a little and your fingers touches anything thats close to you when youre shy or feeling 'okay, awkward'. LOL and that generousity in you, that kind hearted and how outgoing you are what makes you special. That what makes you, you. Yes there will be day you will miss him most. You still do everyday. But letting yourself know that, you got nothing but time, no need to rush things up to forget about him. He was a great memory and not even time can take that from you. No need to shed any tears, tears cant help. But Im here to lend my hand to you, pinjam je tau! Haha no matter what or when, I'll be here to hold youre hand to make it through. Like you used to say, kumbang bukan seekor. Haha there's so many guys out there who would love to date you, I'll date you if I were a boy. Fuck that, I am dating you from now on. So youre not available in the market anymore. Haha so lets wake up, smile, have fun. Start a new day, another adventure of Zulaikha's journey to big success :) I know you can do it, so go do youre thing and be youre super usual self. Mak ai bengkak jari meera dah type message haha. Things I'll do for you ;) Give me that big smile and big laugh. Haha hafe fun on youre first day of work. I love you babe, always, always. "

Yeap, I really typed that as a text message :P. Lol, Then she said on her blog ;

"Having the most awesome and super duper uber babe like her make me forget things :D I love you meera, I really do. I could never walk up and stand up straight without your motivational words and having you supporting whatever Im doing. ILOVEYOUASMUCHASILOVEVANPERSIE!"

I dont know who the hell is Van Persie, but yeay!? haha, Why can't i be that motivated to myself!? ahah. Owh and Daddy asked me about what i wanna do for further study. I SOOOOO dont know what i wanna do in the future. Its still early I guess. I just don't know what to do yet. I guess, who cares. I just have to have faith in myself (: To Die is An Awfully Big Adventure . Yeas, yeas. Ahaha, yes people. Byebye :D

My Quotes for today is ;

Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?

Idiots :P

2008-12-16T01:59:00.000+08:00

Hye, very weird day. I was playing a game just now. The game is soo, i don't know. One minute, I'm 100% smart :P & then after another round, the thing said i was 56% smart!? and at the other round i was 100% smart again. I was like dude, make up ure mind. ure hurting my feelings weyh :P. HAHA, anyways, while i was playing the game. Something with 'Good Friday'. Then I wonder, what is Good friday? Then I tried asking Felix, whats good friday? Then he said, 'Eggs'. -__-" Eggs? Then he said all he knows is that Its a HOLIDAY, and something to do with Spring and a new beginning. RYTEEE!? His not helping at all. Lol, haha. Then I asked Jeremiah, I like calling him Jeremiah instead of Jeremy, its so UNIC xP . So JEREMIAH it is :P, Jeremiah gave 2 answer actually at first he said something about catholic thing, sorry can't remember, but it really didn't make sense. Haha, then later after that, he said that Good Friday is "the reason we celebrate Good Friday is because thats the day jesus christ was ressurrested from the dead ....if his not mistaken la..." Thats what he said yea, Copy Paste okay :P. HAHA, Before that i asked Leela, her answer, yeas, HAHA, she said ' We don't celebrate it in Malaysia.' Okay? but what is Good Friday? 'IT HAPPEN ON FRIDAY!?' Leela, x_X. Its called good FRIDAY. Ofcourse its Friday. Sigh, Owh, ahah, I even asked Jag, and he said, 'its a day where people hide eggs?' But then he remembered that was Easter. Hahaha, the only person that can actually explain and maybe I'll understand is Athirah and My Son. Regardless, of this Good Friday. I need to know, not a need but just out of CURIOSITY . LOL, okay then. Can't wait for this Friday. Byebye people, and goodnight :)

quotes for today is ;

"Dreams do come true, if we only wish hard enough.
You can have anything in life if your willing to sacrifice everything else for it. "

Its 3 in the morning and im still up. Thanks Jeremiah :P LOL

wiglie

2008-12-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hye, just wanna say
FUCKING MOOD SWING!? I FEEL SO DRAIN RIGHT NOW!? I CAN'T, FUCK LEA!?

sorry about the dirty words. Bye

JONAS BROTHER'S ;)

2008-12-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

VIK'S BACCCKKKK :DDDD?!
I AM BEYOND HAPPPYYYYY!?

ANDDDDDD

MUMMY BOUGHT ME A JONAS BROTHERS BOOOOOOKKKKK!?!!? WHAHAHAHAHAH
We got the friendly match tomorrow. So gtg, Bye..

Leaving

2008-12-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hye, hye!? Haha, as promised. Rayea was okay!? The food, last raya was much more better. I dont eat that much Rendang & Ketupat!? Thats the best part of Raye :(. To tell u the truth, I'm soo pissed off & i'm having a very nervous breakdown right now. Tina, said that maybe she's moving next year ryte? Looks like there's no maybe anymore. She's moving to Arab in 2 and half month time :(. The father dah belah already. Soon, she's the one who's gonna move. PLUS, She's going to a boarding school. WTF weyh!? From all the things that i love most, why her. She's my best friend for god's sake!? Everything thats important to me, is like, leaving or either going away. She was always there for me, when Im in my darkest hour, she'll come. Even if she doesn't need to. Every time no matter what time, its either in the early morning. She was always there, I remember if daddy was giving pressure to me, she'll come and see me and we will go for breakfast. She's the best, the best you can ever get. I've even asked my mum whether Tina can live with us or not, and mum even said YES!? But her father won't let her. EVERYTHING, This is all crap weyh!? WTF lea!? :'( I can't. It really hurt, i can't imagine how I'm gonna be when she leave. Everything, everything's gonna change. Vik's coming home tomorrow from Sydney, I went xmas shopping with Athirah & Mummy. Bought some xmas gift. Who am i kidding, i just don't care. She can't go and leave me, leave the team behind. I gtg, just can't. Bye

Another Day

2008-12-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hye, sorry for not updating my blog. Been busy. I cleaned and rearrange my room today. I love it, so u guys are welcome to my room at anytime ;) ahah, come!? come!? Before i close the offer :D. Tomorrow, sorry today is raya. :S and yet im not in bed yet. i better go to bed now, i'll tell u how my raya end yea? A big tragedy happen in B.A. yesterday. So near. Offies house and Azureen was affected. Its so scary, that thing happen like around the corner weyh. Dad's worried, and he's searching for another home to leave. Death is like, god, im scared. IM DYING PEOPLE!? ahah, Looking forward to xmas, ryte son? :)I'LL WAITT?! QUICK?! Thank gos Tina's not home, or not i'll be crying ryte now :/ . Okay then, EIGHT!?

Selamat Hari Raye Haji People, &
Happy 8th of December

TAG!? Your It ;)

2008-12-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Rules & Regulations:

do not copy answers

the tag questions must be 100% the same

tag people after doing tag

no tagging back-

I tag:
1. Athirah
2. Keith
3. Zue
4. Christine
5. Syaa
6. Son ;)
7. Natasha
8. Nicky
9. SHAYNE!? IDC!? I wanna tag you :P

1.How do you know 1?
Through Maddy, Thanks to her, i found this crazy bitch who i called my best friend :)

2.What would you do if you never met 2?
I wont get the choc's from him :P

3.What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
I'll have a great time!? LOL

4.Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Maybe!? Ahaha

5.Do you think 7 is attractive?
She's HOT!? ;)

6.Do you know anything about 8's family?
I've met nicky's mum and grand mum before! Their nicee :D

7.Tell me something about 9...
His name is Shayne. & his my KUKU friend ;)

8.What language does 2 speak?
English, bahasa, & Chinese

9.Who is 3 goin out with?
Me :D

10.How old is number 4?
16 :)

11.5?
17 :D

12.Who is 6 favourite singer?

Shayne! haha...

13.7 ?
He said David Cook

14.Is 8 single?
yeap :)

15.What is 9 last name?
shayne especkerman :)

16.Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
YEASSSSS :)

17.Which school does 2 go to?
he doesn't!? His sooo speciall what!? ahahaha

18.What do you like about 3?

Everything :)

Twilight Moment ;)

2008-11-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hello :) , I had fun today! Fun, Fun, Fun!? FUNNN!? Happy Birthday Chris!? Today was triple fun!? Everyone was there except Emma. :( She's in Australia, Sigh, its okay, its okay. There's always next time ;). We went to KLCC and watched Twilight today. Athirah & Me went to Ruth's hous and had breakfast there. Her dog SPY was huge! but she's cutee :D Lol, we had pancake. Then her mum fetch Leela, Kyren & Nahrend. We had to squeeze in the car. Funny story! Hehehe, cool. Pity Keith, he is always the first to reached there :P Lol, we went to the cinema straight and bought the the tickets. Then as for usual went to Kinokuniya to read some Japanese porn. Lol, then Shayne, Shana, Brandon & Dania arrived. Then we had brunch at the food court, Lol. I offered Brandon my meat balls since his not eating anything, then i accidentally said 'Brandon, do you want my balls?' ahaha, we laughed. Lol, Then they start throwing food!? & constantly going to the SO called multi toilet & take pictures. Especially Ruth & me. :D, I love her :). I love you Ruth :D . Then went to the movies to watch Twilight! Lol, Athirah really seriously did make fun of it!? Its funny!? But the movie was boring :/. Really, It was fun. Then went to this art gallery there. BORING!? Lol, but there's this one picture that looks like the quarantine monster! Really scary, omg!? Then we went to the Pizza shop to see Shayne's bf, but he wasn't there. TOO BADD!? Lol! :P The pizza was okay lea, we had the 'GO UP THE MOON' drink :P Lol, Then at 5pm, we all left. Owh we took a lot of picture, and there's this one lil 'CRISIS' tho. Grrr!? Reached home, on the laptop & i doze off in front of the laptop.We took a lot of pictures today :D. Thats it for today, Goodbye & Good Night ;)Clicking session ;)

Shana, Brandon, Ruth, & Dania
Threesome ;P

Ma Bitch doing her thang :PThis is Nahrend. His a PRS :D

Look, I'm a gigolo ;) LOL Leela & Me, ready on pose ;)
ALMOST eVERYONE ;)

I'll add up some mpre pictures tomorrow :D

Picturesss ;D

2008-11-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

A PICTURE WITH THE MONSTER FROM THE MOVIE
'QUARANTINE ' :P

SO PEOPLE JUST DON'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP. (Eherm, well that's me ;D)

Somehow, i love this picture ;)

Shayne & Me are the only one who'll get excited infront of the camera ;)
I LOVE YOU SHAYNE

'This Drink Will Bring You Up To The MOON' right shayne . ROFL

A Day Without Ice Cream, Its Not FUN

TRYING so hard to get the right posse. Shayne's still clicking . LMAO

Wash, WASH, WASH ;)

MIRROR, MIRROR ;)

PICTURE OF THE DAY

;Memoirs of 23rd of November 2008
wWatched the movie QUARANTINE
With, Shayne, Shana, Emma,
Brandon, Keith, Athirah & Ameera;

Best OUTING ;)

2008-11-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hye, BEST OUTING EVER!? Lol, First, woke up at 6.40am to get ready and play bball. Reached school around 7.40am and played bball with Athirah, Tina, MJ, Jen Nie, Callie, & Ning. Then got back home around 10.30am. Get ready, and at 11.20am Athirah's mum came and fetch me. ON the train, Shayne called and told me that he'll reach KLCC before us (yea ryte :P). Keith was the first one to reached there, wow. Punctual :P Lol, good boy ;) . Then went to Kinokuniya, Athirah and Keith was looking at a porn! anime lea :P. Then Emma, Shayne, Brandon and Shana. We had so much fun, we went for lunch at the food court. Which was okay, talked, talked. Then went to the movies and watched 'QUARANTINE'. OMG!?? Athirah & Keith was covering their face most of the time. He kept on saying 'I'm not watching this, I'm gonna have nightmare tonight.' Well the last scene of the movie i told him to close his eyes, he really did. Lol! I had to share Shayne's sweater with him, cause both of us are wearing short sleeves. The movie was great? Hahaha, scary lea. It was damn cold! So asked Shayne to lend his sweater to Keith & Me. We were making so much noise. That Brandon boy, was laughing the whole time while watching the movie. Shayne and Shana was the one who wanted to watch the movie, and they were scared!? Me too actually. Lol. Funny leaaa. Owh yea, during lunch, we talked the 'WHITE STUFF' which started with Shayne's sos!? Lol. Then we were talking about cats, and Shayne said, Ameera got 20 pussies !?! WTH!?Lol, Last time i checked i only got 1. Lol, must have drop it somewhere. Lol. ROFLMAO. Then went to the pizza place, the guy was hitting on Shayne! He was gay!? Lol, Lol. What I'm trying to say is! I had so much fun today!? So, So, So much fun!? Thank you guys. Until next time, ;) Lol. Okay, Goodbye and Goodnight ;) and I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

weglieH

2008-11-20T20:15:00.001+08:00

hye, I'm ameera!? I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR THIS SUNDAY!?? NEED TO GET OUT?! GRRR.

KUKU Friends :D

2008-11-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hye, its been a while since i blog. I missed you. wack! wack!? Lol, So cool. Hmm, this week have been sucky, since u know what happen between me and Achap. Well, i missed him. I've been doing lots and lots of thinking about everything. Im scared actually. I think that Im loosing all the person that is close to me. Tina's going to Arab soon. Achap, well, i lost him. I really want us to be like we use to be. I missed the last 5 month. Everything was right on track, just like i planned. Shit! Arghh! I really wanna let him go. But i just can't. Really it's not fair. Today I went for bball with Tina, Athirah, Anis, Ruth, Emma, Yazmira, and Joelle. It was fun, played bball in the rain. not really, but yea!? :P I had so much fun, PLUSS?! I am getting better in playing CHO TAI TI ^_^. COOLL!? I pity Joelle sometimes, Emma bullied her owh! Lol, saw Felix today. Said Hye and Bye! Lol?! Im missed him too! Lol, his getting thinner owh! Lol, I'm worried about his back problem. Well, hopefully he'll be okay, i know he will :). His Felix, of course. Lol, But one thing i notice, is the way he looked at me, its just not as same as it is like it used to be. Its dull. GOD!? I'm being dramatic!? Lol, but it' true!?

Got back home, and on my msn. I think this is the best part of the day. Came online and then chat with Shayne, Ryth, Yazmira, Athirah, Vicky, and so on. Shayne and Ruth!? God, i like chatting with em. Ruth is like a clone of me :P with a much better laugh of course. HAHAHAHA, Shayne! Lol, he is ridiculous!? He'll come up with a new nick name for me everyday. Lol. While i was chatting with Ruth, Ruth said something about she'll be KUKU when she's hyper. Lol, I'm hyper 24/7 ryte!? So, something2. Then Shayne said that we shold formed a club called KUKU! haha. We're searching for a new member, Lol. Omg, my tummy hurts! ahaha, damn funny! That the best part of the day. Lol, THANKS GUYS! Love yeaa?! Lol. Well, my quotes of the day is,

"Saying that ure okay doesn't mean that everything's gonna be okay. Saying that ure fine, doesn't mean that nothings wrong. Why not say what you want to say, and do what ure hearts best tells you."

Thats it for today, before that! Athirah buat I nangis today!? Lol, and Thanks Tina. I love you, Byeebyee people :D

Fusssshhhhh!

2008-11-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hye, ameera is very jealous ryte now! I cannot breath, my hearts ache. GERAMMM :(. sSERIOUSLY! I CANNOT breath right now. AAARGGGHHHH!? Darrrnnn!? ERGHGHHH.
BYEE :(

Loosing

2008-11-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hye, i really am feeling very obnoxious right now. Really bad day, really. It started with my mum, then the teacher, and then that fucking old man! Not to be rude, i've been molested by that old hack! That guy was begging for money, then i said sorry i don't have any small change. He went straight to me and hit my *! Damn! Then, went for makan at this banana leaf shop with Athirah, Athirah's grandmum,and Tina. The food was great, i finished them tho. Thats the best part of the day. Before that in school played Cho Tai Ti and Ass . The one where we pass the cards around, i am so not good in playing that CTT. Well, practice makes perfect then. Lol, okay. Anyways, Athirah got her retainer today. She sound funny, now i can make fun of her, everyday. Good. What more, owh yea, went home, chat with Jeremiah. He sound miserable. I managed to calm him down. At least i think so. Then, went out to play bball. On our way there, I was very upset. I just feel like crying, but something was holding back the tears. I guess thats a good thing. Bla, bla, played bball in the rain. Dinie got a new phone, played in the rain with Tina, and Athirah siku my *. Reached home around 7pm and washed up, went online. Stupid connection.

What would you do if ure bestfriend tells you that he's on love with you? I do love him, really. His my bestfriend, i'm comfortable with him. I can say anything, i can do anything with him. He comfort me when i needed one, we were always together. Although we're just build this friendship this year, but its the best. I'm lucky to have my best friends with me. One thing about him, is that he knows when i'm not okay, even if i said no. And i hate myself for not feeling the same way, i love him, but i'm not in love with him. I wish i feel the same way, but i just can't seem to get over HIM. I'm sorry, i'm really sorry. Now, he hates me. I promise him that i'll never hurt him, and i broke that promise. I'm sorry. I really-really am. I'm very worried about him right now. :'( Really, what would you do, if ure best friend is in love with you?. Sadly, i'm the loser who's stupid enough to treat him such way. Goodnight, and goodbye.

Playtime (:

2008-11-12T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hye, today. Well, Tina, Athirah, Anis and me went for bball today, we wanted to play bball, but then there's this gropup of people were playing. So, we walked to the playground, andd took some pictures. Lol, it was fun. After that, we went for makan at NZ. Fine lea, while we were sitting and chatting there. This one really preety girl came to us. She's really hot. Then she asked us whether we were from Melawati. They invited for a friendly match. So okay lea. But once again, she is so hot. We feel so intimidated, not because she's hot, but, hmm, she have this athletic looks on her. Change topic, then we went to Athirah's to watch a movie. We watched Body Jumper. Its a stupid movie. Haha, well. Then, we played UNO, and cards. Hahaha, its official, Athirah's a BITCH! Cause she lost! ahha, its not what you think. The way we play this game is by passing the cards till we get 5 same cards. The loser will be the BITCH. hahah, I love you athirah :P. Tina's sleeping over tonight, and we're gonna watch a horror movie together! Lol, whatever. Hahaha, anyways, i got to go. Goodbye :) .

Swing! Swing (:

Playtime

Credits to Athirah :D

Tina and her non-stop pose :P

Anis the soon to be super model x)

Athirah, is sooo cutee :D

But I'm always busy, busy, busy, busy

Lil Boy ;)

2008-11-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

Hye, just got back home from playing bball. We went to Wangsa Siaga. I think? Can't remember what its name. We reached there around 7.30 and ran for a bit. Then we shoot for an hour i think? Then the guys there asked us whether we want to play the game or not, we said okay if MJ says okay! Lol. Yea, we played with them. The first game was 4 on 4. Mj, Grey shirt, BIG BOY, and me was on the same team. As for Athirah Mat Salleh, she's with the boy with the red shirt, blue shirt and KAKAK Tina. Hahaha, yeaa! They called Tina kakak. Lol. We won the first game, the second game was 5 on 5. Athirah Mat Salleh stopped playing cause she's tired so sub with MODEL which was Anis. Thank God, I was still with MJ, Lol! MJ is so good. Like really good! I envy her :/ Lol. Anyways, our next team was, Mj, Very Big Person, Boy, SHAWN, and me. That Shown boy is really cute. His in form 2, that face of his looks like a baby. SO CUTE!? Lol. Haha, i scored some goals in those games, and im very proud of it. (:. And once again we won the game! Lol, well! hahah, good game ^_^. So later we're coming again to come and play with them, not today, but maybe some other days. Which reminds me, I need to call the Zoo Negara. Very tired right now. Just to happy i guess. Lol. Okay, now im going to bed. Woke up at 5.40am just now. I'll blog again after this. Lol, and goodbye for now ;).
P.S.-That the nicknames for today :D

Perverts

2008-11-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hye, Hello, Lol, I went to school today, to send the my text books. That Kiah, really is a pain in the ass. Thank god, Puan Maizan loves me. She told me that she's going to switch to afternoon session next year. She just can't handle the morning session, and i'm the only nice girl she know. "Ameera sorang jea lah yang baik". WELLLL, Lol. Which is true! HAHAHA! So perasan ryte! hahah, okay! okay, but its true! HAHAHHAHA, Okay, then went for breakfast at Ali Maju, and fetch Athirah. We spent the whole day at Tina's house! Before that, Tina and Me went to rent a movie cause we don't feel like buying any. Lol. Then rent lea, ahhah. Bla, bla, we watched 'the exorcism the beginning' first, of which Athirah covered her eyes most of the time. Lol, then they wanted to watch the gay movie, 'Brokeback mountain'. WTF WEYH! They force me to watch it you know! Its disgusting weyh, Hahah. Don't worry, i didn't watch that movie at all. I kept on moving around, Lol. They watched it halfway jea, then xtgk. HAHAHA, Its just weird owh! ahahaha, okay. Then we went out to buy some kuih. Then lay down on her bed, and read the joke book. Funny lea. Wanna read? Here are some,

Dance
I grew up with six brothers. That's how i learned to dance-waiting for the bathroom.
Homework
Student : Would you punish me for something i didn't do?
Teacher : No, of course i wouldn't.
Student : That's good, cause i didn't do my homework.
Kidnapping
I remember the time I was kidnapped and they sent a piece of my finger to my father. He said he wanted more proof.

Tomorrow is THE SPM!? Good Luck You Guys :D. i miss that weirdo :(. Good bye, and good night!

The Game Of Tagged

2008-11-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

Lol, Sya tagged me so, lets do this ;)

i- Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
ii- Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
iii- Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

1. I really hate my life right, now. Im so stressed out about what i want to do in the future.
2. I really-really miss my FRIEND of which whom i am avoiding right now.
3. I think im loosing everyone and everything that is close to me.
4. I love sugar's and ice cream ;) especially WONKA
5. I am deadly afraid of the dark, and blood.
6. I'm a good listener and i give good advises, really :P BUTT, i really don't know how to settle my own problem.
7. Lastly, I talk and laugh too much. I choose to be happy, so that i can hide my feelings. (why so serious) ;)

Therefore, i would like to tag :

Christine ~ http://christinetanie.blogspot.com/
Zuee ~ http://labyrinthofwordsunspoken.blogspot.com/
Athirah ~ http://athirahroslan.blogspot.com/

Capital F ;)

2008-11-03T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hye, I am soo bored. and EXAM IS OVERRR :).Freedom at last, but i kinda miss studying in the evening. :P Stupid ryte . Lol, i know :D. Now, you have to help me plan what i want to do with my life. Lol. I love GOBSTOPPER. Its the best! All WONKA :). Its amazing how they invent this sweets. Wow!Do you think they sell WONKA ice cream? WAHAHAH! Maybe i'll go google it :) Tehehe, anywaysss, I got my voice back! Lol. hmm, and went to KFC just now with Tin and Thirah. I hate the customer service! Okay, people just don't care! Owh darn, Im bored! BORINGGGG!? Owh yea, I read Christine's post at facebook, it really caught my attention. That's the thing, I never do pay attention. x) Lol. Anyways, and this is what she wrote.

WHAT IF;
hmmms, imagine if one day, u were told u were gonna do smtg jz so mind-blowing? how would u react? i'm sure everything is just running in your mind ryte. n u jz can wait 4 it ryte? imagine, then, u are told, it's canceled out of the blue? how would u ever feel? sad? happy? lol. then, after a while, u r told again that it might be on? how would u ever feel nw?confused rye? exactly! haihh...

Dear Christine, you really got me thinking . Yea, what if. Im sure that everyone have been through this kind of situation. Well life, tehehe, so I left a comment on her post. :D yeap, i did ;). I remember theres this one time, wait, it happen just recently. Mummy and Daddy told us that we're going to Langkawi. And then Mummy had a huge fight with Daddy and wanted to cancel our trip. I was sooo freaking pissed off. Mum = Dramatic :P Sorry mum, I love you . Tehehe, and then a few days before the flight, Mum told me that we're still going. But i wasn't that excited anymore. Owh well, thats just life, one minute it's like whoosh, whiz, sizzle! :P You're over the moon. and the next thing you know, ure back down to earth with a huge great thump. and down into pit, full of gloom and despondency and deep dark despair. Yeap, yeap. Sigh. I'm tired, maybe I'll take a nap since I got nothing better to do. But i don't wanna sleep. Owh yea! Which reminds me! I left my house key in my mum's car. Sooo, i scattered around the porch searching for a key. Any key! I tried calling my mummy, but she didn't pick up :( NAK NANGIS sbnr nyea! Lol. Then went to the back my house and tried opening the kitchen's back door. Thank GOD!? It was unlocked! So here I am :) AHAHAHA, Okay. Now what? ahahah, AKWARD! LALAAL, The story for today is,

The Blind Girl

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." i'll always love you forever..~

One word, BIT(:. What kind of a person would do that. Lol. Okay then, Byebye for now. ;)

FREEDOM OFCOURSE, NO MORE EXAM'S TILL NEXT YEAR :D

Super FRIENDS ;)

2008-11-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hye, wow! two words! SUGAR RUSSSHHH! Darn! Ate a box of WONKA ^_^. Went to Ikea just now, then it was sooo boring cause mum was taking her very own sweet time picking the bed sheet. Then was too bored to notice that i finished the WONKA! Lol. Then sat down on these one cute bench, and my foot starts to tap. Thennnn, told mum i need a drink, then end up buying a frappuccino at Starbucks. owh, believe me, i'll have trouble sleeping tonight :P. Before that went to Mont Kiara's cold storage. Damn HUGE weyh! and the environment is soo relaxing. I love it. Next monday! Last paper! WAAAA!!? CAN'T WAIT! There's only oneword to describe my feelings, FREEDOM! First thing i want to do is shopping!? Then go out! Oh my god! Just thinking about it, drives me crazy :S. I've done a lot of thing's of which i'm not proud off. Running, and lying really does not help you solve your problem. Truth will always find itself to meet the lies. And you know what, you'll only end up loosing yourself. Pretending is not a solution either. You could lie to people, but you can never lie to yourself. To tell you the truth, I've always hated myself. Since papa left, my sis was the one who turn out to be extra emotional and my mum, i don't know. She always tell me about her problem and all those stuff happening around. With daddy. God! Well, I just couldn't, i don't know. I can't tell her about how i really feel, I have to be the strong one. The one who my mum can depend on. Well I'm not much of a help, but you know. I thought there's no such thing as friendship? But guess I was wrong. I thought I don't have anyone, mum yea, but I'm just afraid that she might leave me like Papa did. I know she wouldn't but, yea, i just do. But was I wrong or what! I have the greatest mum ever! She took care of me, and you know what she told me? "I spent all these years taking care of you, your such a pain in the ass, a retarded one too. But no matter what, I'll always choose you and kakak over anything. No matter how mad i am at you guys." typical mum. but I'm not a retard :/. Lol. And the best of all, I have the greatest friend ever. I'm sorry you guys, i really do love you guys. You guys meant a lot to me. Martinie, Athirah, Syeera and Achap. :)BUTTTTTT, you know what, being alone doesn't mean ure lonely. Actually, its kinda fun. TOMORROWWW, Daddy's coming back from Hong Kong, sooo get ready people! Lol. He bought us a GIFT! Lol, can't wait! Owh yeaaa! I got a new hair cut, and a new phone ;) Lol. LOVE ITTT ;) But my hair, buruk leaaa! Lol. Not to forget, I lost my voice. Owh yea, mum met Felix the other day. Funny tho. Lol. Mum was like, "Felix, meera's ahmmm, ahhhmm." Then Felix and me said, "haaa" Lol, AKWARD! but yea, klakar :P. On tuesday, not going to school, cause am going to the dentist. You know what, SPM is like a week away. SCARY RYTEE!? Next year is my turn :S. Am soooo SCAREDD (#_#) Of which reminds me, I need to find tuition for next year. Owhhhh, mannnn! Grrr, So scared! Now, now, Focussss! EXAM+ONE day+3 PAPERS = FREEDOM. Yeap, you got that right! :P. Okay, my quotes for today issss

" There are no such thing as a stupid questions, just stupid people. ;)"

LOL! okay. That's it for today. Good Bye and Good Night ;)

Good Luck to all the SPM candidates.

DEEPAVALI EVE :D

2008-10-26T17:49:00.000+08:00

HYeee! Went to Little Nany's house today, and ate mee curry! It was nice! But then out of the blue, emma told us that Leela's open house was today. So we were like! i thought it was supposed to be tomorrow!? Haish, thank god. Me and Maddy were a lil bit hyper, so we went out the front gate and and try to stop a taxi! and gladly, we got the taxi around 2.50? idk, i reached Leela's house around 3. The food was great! Love it! Lol. Then took some pictures with Emma, and Keith. And Athirah showed them the video where we all laugh like, sorry, I LAUGH like an idiot! Fuck! Lol. Its so humiliating! Lol. and then we went upstairs. Chill and all. All of them was great! Funny too :) They're very instresting ? That's the only word that can describe them. Then we did some pranked call to "T"! Lol. She's actually . eee tah lea. She's soo sick! Actually we were the one who was sick? Hahaha, who cares! she deserves it! Lol. SORRY! Why bother saying sorry if you don't mean it? Lol. Yea, and you know what she actually layan you know! B*_**. Lol! Okay, thats it for today, i'm full but yet still so hungry :P Really had a great time there. Story of the day,

"3 nuns died"
3 nuns die in a car crash and they go up to heaven and Peters at the gate and he says 'before you come in i'm afraid you will have to answer a question' so he says to the first nun 'don't worry the questions are very easy' so he asks what was the name of the first woman and she says 'Eve' and he says yep "your in" then he says to the second nun where did eve live and she says 'Garden of eden' and he said yep "your in" then he says to the third nun which was the mother superior 'i'm affraid the question is going to have to be a bit harder for you' so he asks what did Eve say when she first saw Adam and the nun says 'ooh thats a hard one' and peter says "yep your in". :P

Hahaha, stupid, later i'll upload some of the pictures :) Byebye Pumpkin. owh and, thanks Leela and Kyren :)
Happy Deepavali People ;)

DIE! DIE! DIE :P

2008-10-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hye, Lets talk about hmm, hmm, dreams? BORING! I am soooo bored right now :/ MU match today was quite disappointing. Owh yea, hmm. UNFABULOUS! There's this show called unfabulous. BESTTT!? and Hanna Montana, and Waverly thing p :P and Heroes is starting, woowww! can't wait hmm, owhh! just so u know, One Tree Hill season 6? finishedd! hmm, and GREY'S ANOTOMY! woww! i love that show. hmm. lagiiii? hmm i dont watch tv actualy (shih, yea ryteee) songs? hmmm, i still like JONAS BROTHERS #_#, Miley Cyrus, The Script, Jordan Pruitt, Chris Brown, banyak leaaa. can't remember :P. Hmm, Im boredd! and once again REALLY I'M BORED! Help MEEEEEE. I'm playing with the font colours, owh darnnn, thats how bored i am :P. Help need to get a life. One-to-leave-but-can't-seem-to-stop-typingggg... Yeasss babeee, i'm dying. Yea, tomorrow am going to Little Nany's house, she's sooo tiny, but not that tiny and cutee :D owh! SONNN! I GOT A PRESENT FOR YOU. ITS ABOUT MONEYYYY (^_^) .

"There was a women who worked all of her life and saved all of her money. She was a real miser when it came to her money. She loved money more than just about anything, and just before she died, she said to her son, "Now listen, when I die, I want you to take all my money and place it in the casket with me. I wanna take my money to the afterlife."

So she got her son to promise her with all his heart that when she died, he would put all the money in the casket with her.

Well, one day she died. She was stretched out in the casket, the son was sitting there in black next to his closest friend. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the son said "Wait just a minute!"

He had a shoe box with him, he came over with the box and placed it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and rolled it away. His friend said, "I hope you weren't crazy enough to put all that money in the casket."

"Yes," the son said, "I promised. I'm a good Christian, I can't lie. I promised her that I was going to put that money in that casket with her."

"You mean to tell me you put every cent of her money in the casket with her?"

"I sure did. I got it all together, put it into my account and I wrote her a check." "

ahaha, thats it for today. hahaha. i found this story, and changed it! ahhaha, byebye. ENJOYY :P

Money! Money (X_x)"

2008-10-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hye! Lets talk about money. HEEE, Do you like money? I love money! I really2 LOVE money :P Who doesn't righttt! Shihh! Things i'll do for money ;) Hahaha,
MONEY IS GREEN IN COLOUR,
RED Purplish
Is it me or Im just into money soo muchh! Nawh! God I sound like someone who's really loony? HAHAHAH! Okay today we got Bm and English paper 1. Bm, what did i do for Bm eyh? hmm, owh yeaaa!!? Something about Penganiyaan Kanak-kanak. I'm a good mother xP. I should bold that word, Good Mother ;). Lol. English! english! Lol! I wrote about the thing with the i told you so! the story was great? hehehe, you know what! on second thought, i think i wanna be an author or maybe a writer (: . But i don't think i can be one, since i'm too busy fixing the country :P I'm the next Prime Minister. Yeay! Im talking crap today, just feel so, soo, soooo, tired :/. tomorrow, what do i have tomorrow? open house? MALAS LEAAA! Lol. i do not like to go out (yea rite, psssk) but really i do! God Im sooo bored! 5 more papers and no more school for me till next year :P Lol. Hye! If you can have one wish! very one wish! what would you wish for? hahahah, and in my case its either, MONEY or To have another wish or love (pfft) or maybe yea, maybe MONEY. Okay then, that's it for today, i think? maybe ill write some more later on. Okay, the story for today is ... Byebye ;)

"Noah: Will you go out with me?
Allie: What? No.
Noah: No...?
Allie: No.
Noah: Why not?
Allie: I dunno, because I don't want to.
Noah: OK, then you leave me no other choice.
Allie: AHHHH
Noah: I'm gonna ask you one more time, will you or will you not go out with me? I think my hand's slipping.
Allie: OK, OK. Fine I'll go out with you
Noah: No, don't do me any favors.
Allie: No, no I want to.
Noah: Say it.
Allie: I wanna go out with you.
Noah: Say it again.
Allie: I WANNA GO OUT WITH YOU!
Noah: All right, all right we'll go out. "

Run, Baby Run :)

2008-10-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

HYE, I don't care, im feeling very energized? maybe, but i really wanna say it! i am gonna say it! I've been keeping this for sooo long, i never thought something that Athirah said would effect me like this, EVER. LOL, The word of wisdome, i swear!

"Thats why you have to work hard for it, though i dont think you should be chasing this person so much.. it has been since the beginning of this year, but i guess it is best to do what your heart tells you"

God! I don't know whether that was supposed to be harsh or something, but! GOD! That really got me thinking, idk, my heart was beating as fast as i can imagine. That feeling, where i got all excited, i know i will get hurt. I tried everything, i guess, ure just still here. You've been there for as long as i can remember . Fuck all those shit! I just don't care, I don't care whats the past, I don't care what went wrong. All i care is you, and my mum, my phone, awhh, i don't have to be specific ryte. You just meant a lot to me, and idk why. im sorry, i sound selfish. All i care was about what i want, and what i feel. I know that maybe this won't work, or something might go wrong in the future. But i won't be sorry or regret for trying. Im taking a risk, or a chance. I like you, i really-really do. I thought I like the idea of u, but its more than that, It was never just the idea. Its real! God! I won't give up, I'll try, I'll try my very best, and if i were to fail, its not because i weren't good enough, or because its your lost? , hell no! but for sure it is because we weren't meant to be :) Forever is an awfully long time, so its better if i look towards the present time. And at this very moment, i am very sure of what i want. Im done waiting and denying, its time for me to actually do something!

Hun, it was always because of your smile. It always was. That particular smile of yours, that was the very moment where you caught me. I like you because of your smile. Those was the reason why i just can't stop thinking about you. Everyday, I love you :) Lets take a chance shall we, I am soo gonna be dead. but EXAM first. x) But i meant what i said. Byebye
P.S.-Thanks to that song. and dude! u were always my weirdo;)

Exams

2008-10-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hye guys, Omg. sorry for not updating. exam lea. Anyways, i have exam last week till the 3rd of November. So u have to bare until my exam is over. hehe :p. Add math wasss SUSAAAHHH!? susah gile! and i hate you athirah! for not taking that PARTICULAR UNIC paper!? hahaha, owh yea, i didnt sleep that night, cause was studying add math. Sigh. had to bring a bottle of sugar water to school ;). Damn sweet eyh! hahah, gurss, guess! Went out with Zue, wow! god i miss her. we had a blast time ;) right zue! Haha, okay lea, got to go. Got mu match tonight. hehe, byebye ;)

Langkawi was GREAT ^__^

2008-10-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

Hye, as promised, i'll tell you how was my trip to Langkawi. We had to wake up at 4 in the morning cause our flight was at 8 O_o", and daddy is sooo preoccupied, and you know lea. Sigh, our luck, reached at the airport at around 6.40am. Then checked in and all, bla, bla, had our breakfast at coffee bean, Damn! the service was like shit!? It really spoiled my day owh! All the way till the plan i was like, fucking damn owh the services! Then the plan! wow! i ate nasi lamak pak din there, the sambal xsedap, but the rendang was great, and its cheap too. The stewardess was funny tho. Okay, arrived at Langkawi at 10 something. Mum bought a bottle of V* and some cigarettes. The funny part was that, mum asked me what flavor should she take, then i recommended the berry thing cause the colour looks preety. ^_^ Lol. Then the worker there was looking at us with a LANGSI face of her. WTF lea weyh! blablablabla.

Well, the room was HUGE and GREAT! We had the room all to ourself. Then had lunch at the hotel, and decided to take a walk on the beach with my sis. After that, we went to the multimedia room at the hotel, we can online for free babe :) ahhaa, we spend about an hour day, and went back to our room. Owh, did i tell you aboput my missing phone? ahaha, yeap, i lost my phone at the beach, i was crying like hell owh. I almost peed in my pants when i had to tell mum about that. God, was mum freaking pissed. Wow, then at 4ish, we went for a swim at the sea and pool! Damn boring weyh, cause sis can't swim because she's having her p*_*. So had to swim around with mum and daddy. That was bored, ahah. Sorry mum. ^_^". Then we washed up and went to the town to go for makan :) Searched for the Langkawi Parade cause this one mahluk told us that it was the most happening shopping complex! Oh boy, was he wrong! So much for a happening complex. They don't even have any nickey there. O_o Then my sis and i beg daddy to leave cause it was soooooo freaking boring! Then went to Pak Cik Ismail chocolate shhop;) The chocolates there was like extra EXTRA cheap! Theennnn, we went to this restaurant called Wonderland. The seafood was YUMMYYYYY!? I even dreamed about the crab! Its cheap too. We had crab, lala, squid, prawn, tom yam, and baby kailan. I suggest that you should go there when your in Langkawi, the service is good too! Reached the hotel at around 11ish, and the receptionist told us that they found our phone! Wow, was i lucky or what :D. Daddy wanted to see the guy who found my phone, and yea he did. Daddy gave him some amount of money $_$. Of which I don't know, and made me jealous like hell :p.

The next day, daddy made us go for a tour in Langkawi. We went to this place called Padi thing and had brunch there. The settings were kinda nice weyh! Lol, Then went to Underwater world, and some other places. It was tiring, andddd, we had our dinner at the same place we went yesterday cause i wanted to eat there. I just can't stop thinking about that sweet crab ^_^. But this time, we didn't order the prawn, but we ordered a tiger prawn! :) SEDAAAAPPP!!? I want morreeee! The last day there, we went to Gallery Perdana cause daddy wanted to go there. At first i was like, BORING WEYH!!? but ahah, was i wrong, it was fun tho, i can see all the gift that was received by the Tun Mahathir. Owh, i saw the candi borabodor. Then had to rushed to the airport cause we were late. Checked in and had our dinner at the terminal. Then at 2.30pm we got on the plane and balikkk. Thats all. Okay lea, Got to go want to study x) These are some of the pictures there ;) My quotes for today is

"There are so many little dyings that it doesn't matter which of them is death"

Okay byebye, goodluck for ure exam, and wish me luck too ;) Byebye :D

The BIG 8

2008-10-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Sorry for not updating the blog for quite awhile cause i went to Langkawi for a few days and i just came back. PLUS+++ i have to go to school tomorrow :/ sigh, but its okay x) I had to go to school anyway cause my friends are missing me :p LOL! especially MY BITCH :D, i miss them too x) Okay lea, im sooo tired. I'll tell you about my holiday tomorrow k? noww, im heading to bed. School tomorrow. owh todayyyyy is 8)Byebye;)

Raye wassss :R

2008-10-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hye, raye was Great! Lets just say it involved lots and lots of great food, great kuih, and great MONEY $__$. Lots and lots of it. hehehe. The night before raye, i went home and mum made me wash the kitchen in the middle of the night. Sigh. Well, then went upstairs watched some stuff on youtube, then watched MU match at 2.45am. and ofcourse, MU won ^__^ Lol. 3-0 babe. COOL! Anyways then slept at around 5. Then woke up at 7, and freaked out like hell cause obviously we were late. then rushed to grands house and had a quick breakfast and went to surau and perform our aidil fitrie prayers. Thats the best part of raye, the whole family go to surau and pray.Like i said before, kalau x semayang raye, xraye lea! :P . Then, after the semayang thing, ask for forgiveness and all. Lalala, then went straight to grandpa's graveyard. It was sad tho, I miss him very much. :( He was a great man. Then went home(grands house) and changed to my baju kurung ^^ Its blue in colur, :D. and helped around the kitchen. Then my aunts starts to give ang pau ;) ahaha, and i eat again. At round 12, people starts coming in, like crazy, :S. It so exhausting but fun at the same time. All my cousins were there, it feels like a really HUGE family reunion :D. cool! Lol. The best part was the money! ahahah, lots and lots of it $__$. HAHAHAHA, enough about the money, ahaha, BEFORE Thatt! my cousins, nana, nunu, my sis and i took some really funny pictures. since we were using the cell phone to take the pictures, we all were like a bunch of retards, seriously, one second one of looks great and the rest looks ridiculous, and another second, all of us looks great and one of us looks like shit! aHAHAH, well who cares. we had fun, and i love them. SHHHhhHhHh :S Lol. Then yesterday, we went to Bangsar Telawi and went for shopping the shops there were sooo unic and very niice and the dresses and the cloth the bag the shoes :S omg!? Is to die forr!? see, how i sound! bought a pink colour shirt, you should gooo. Omg, okay thats enough for yesterday. LOL. Then just now woke up at around 11.30, washed up, and had brunch. Then mum forced me to clean my room! :( MALAAAASSS. Then at around 5, went out to Uncle D's house. He feed me with a slice of cheese cake and Hagendas ice cream for a take away ^^ hahaha, and he gaved me and my sis duit raye! Lol, Uncle D is very weird and cool too! He is the only Chinese man who celebrates everything from Chinese New Year to Christmas and Hari Gawai. Lol, weird rytee!? Well, okayokay, got to go. and my quotes for today is

"If you don't believe in ghosts, you've never been to a family reunion. :p"

Okay thats it for today, need to sleep early going out tomorrow. Sigh, exam is nearing, and im freaking out! Need to study first then sleep! Babye;)

Happy Hari Raye $__$

2008-09-30T11:08:00.001+08:00

Hello :D. Tomorrow, i mean tonight is RAYA ^^. Stuff is getting crazy around my grand mother's house. She's been worrying of what to cook for raya, and whether she should use the cream colour curtain (of which look fine to me. P.S. Im the one who set up the curtain and all ^^) and so much more. Their are so many stuff that need to be done. Mum is getting panic because she haven't exchange the money to give for raye $__$ . Need to do some shopping some more, just can't seem to find any time :/. But its okay, i got my Baju kurung yesterday, Its HUGE :S but the cutting is just nice, sooo, its a go go! Well,looking forward for tonight and tomorrow. Today the people from surau and all is coming over from house to house to give Takbir. I like it sooo much, when they do that. :D. and at the end of the ceremony, my grand mother would always give the boys duit raye x(. But only boys can go for Takbir. Well, well, got to go. Am going to my grandmum's house to help around. BALIK KAMPUNG X) Lol. Just wanna say
Selamat Hari Raye and Maaf Zahir Batin to the muslims and happy holidays to the non muslims. Im sorry if I ever did anything to hurt you or your feelings. I really do, :) Forgive meeeee? Lol. Okay, I'll tell you later how it ends ;)
Lol. Thanks for reading ^^. Hari raye means $_____$ money ^^. LOL. Byebye (:

Super Full! x)

2008-09-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

HYEHYEHYEHYE ;) Lol. Today, at this very moment i am REALLYYYYYY full x). Eat to much leaa! Today my step sister, her husband and my mums friend came to have dinner at our house today. So mum cooked nasi ayam today. Its been a long time since i last ate her nasi ayam. Yum owh. I woke up quite early today, had my shower and all. Then went downstairs and washed the hall and the kitchen. RAJIN KANNN! Voluntarily plak tue! Lol. Okay, then helped mum in the kitchen. ahaha, i rearrange the furniture! I LOVE IT ^_^. Lol. Then went to the bazaar to buy some kuih. My sis and I bullied daddy just now. Lol, BEST! eheh, then went home just in time to set the table and all. Then buka, and eat, eat, eat non stop! WOW! Till I'm full x( . Haha, MU wonnn!!? Seighoon Lim said said that Ronaldo is definetly not fit yet! and need to be sub! Well that was harsh! & guess what! his wrong! Ronaldo scored the goal after 15minutes after half time! Lol! They won loose the Bolton by 2 points. ahaha! Damn weird weyh im talking about football :S. But football is fun. especially when there is this HOTTIES!??! X) Rodrigo Possebon is sooo hott! ^^ Lol. Owh yea, that felix, he called me HYPO -__-" . Do i look like a hypo? sigh. Felix! ure a weirdo ^^. Lol. Okay, thats it for today, and 3 more days to go peopleee! Nak rayee. weeee. my quotes for today is

"Do not force ureself to like something that you don't"

This quote, i got from my sis. okay, thats it for today. Byebye ;)

SYEERA'S Big DAYY ^^

2008-09-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO! Omg! I am tooooo happy today!? Shall we start with syeera? OMG! OMG! There's this boy, his name is Iman. Syeera's been crushing on him for quite a while lea. Okay whatever! Lol, and they have been contacting each other and all. Bla, bla, bla, and this Iman, called Syeera Gf non stop for quite sometime x) . Lol, and its been driving syeera and me crazy! cause come on lea, who doesn't. Then just now I told Syeera just get this over with would you -__-". Above are the conversation :

s h e y r a : ) says:
kt nak tnya ni
s h e y r a : ) says:
wish me luck
Ameera says:
hahahah
Ameera says:
GO GO
Ameera says:
OMGG
s h e y r a : ) says:
dia ckp couple
s h e y r a : ) says:
omg !
Ameera says:
seriously (:?
Ameera says:
awk tny cm tuee!
Ameera says:
cepaaattt
s h e y r a : ) says:
kt ckp what are we now
s h e y r a : ) says:
jap
s h e y r a : ) says:
s h e y r a : ) says:
what are we now?

s h e y r a : ) says:
just asking ..
iman says:
couple i guess
s h e y r a : ) says:
haha
s h e y r a : ) says:
okay
iman says:

s h e y r a : ) says:

s h e y r a : ) says:
im happy to hear that
iman says:

s h e y r a : ) says:
hehe
Ameera says:
ahahahhahahahaha
Ameera says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
s h e y r a : ) says:
tau !!!!!
s h e y r a : ) says:
hahahahahaah
s h e y r a : ) says:
sumpah dowh !
s h e y r a : ) says:
kt dah cpl !
s h e y r a : ) says:
?
s h e y r a : ) says:
omg !
Ameera says:
CHEHH
Ameera says:
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy right now! Owh not to forgettt, SYEERA DAH COUPLE! eyh kenea pink :p. SYEERAAAAAA DAH COUPLE !? heehehehhe. Shall we make this a very pink day ? HAHAHAH
s h e y r a : ) says:
okay
s h e y r a : ) says:
haha
s h e y r a : ) says:
OMG ! am i dreaming ?
Ameera says:
Jap
Then i called her
Ameera says:
okay terserlah awk xtdo
s h e y r a : ) says:
meear !!!!
Ameera says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
s h e y r a : ) says:
hahahahahahha
Ameera says:
THINGS I WILL DO FOR YOUUU
Ameera says:
ahahhahaha
s h e y r a : ) says:
hahahaha
s h e y r a : ) says:
thank you so much !
s h e y r a : ) says:
i love you 1
Ameera says:
I KNOWW
Ameera says:
ahhahaha
WELLLLLL!? LOL! i reaaaallly am happy for her! okay okay, thats it for todayy! Byebye :D

26' a date to remember :D

The Final Cook Off ;)

2008-09-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hello, yesterday was a very FUN day ^^. First after school, SOMETHING happened. Hee! Well, there was a Qatam Quran yesterday in school. I sat on THE chair :D. Lol. Bessttt. Then we received a kuih raya, and some other stuff of which i can't recall. sigh, owh yea, not to forget, they even gave us DUIT RAYE ^^. LOL. Then after school, Athirah and me went to Giant to buy a fish :S. I don't eat fish but, we're making sweet & sour fish later, and so not much of a choice ryte! Lol. We have no idea how to choose a fish, we kept poking the fish like a bunch of retards :S. Bla, bla, reached home at around 3.45pm. Then call Tintin to come over, she came. & baring2 on my bed and watch some funny show on youtube (which was Athirah's idea) ahaha, We laughed so hard, that i bet that all the neighbors can hear us laugh! The video was funny leaa . Lol. Then went down stairs, Mum was there. She helped us 'siang' the ikan and all. So cool! Lol. Then she helped us around the kitchen, Mum cooked 'Ketam Masak Lemak' first, Then it was Tina's turn, she cooked 'Daging Masak Kicap', and Athirah cooked 'Butter Prawn'. and as for me, I cooked 'Sweet & Sour Fish' and the vege, we cooked together. Lol. Over all, Athirah really likes to help around the kitchen. ORANG GILE KERJA! She wants to do everything, its a good thing tho. Lol, and Tina! Pfft, she is afraid of the oil! Lol, kinda. We had so much fun! I love the girls soo much. They are very precious to me :D. My quotes for today is

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out"

Lol. Zue's cookies was NICE!? I love it! Sedapp x) Zue,zue, i love you. Lol, above are some of the picture for yesterday cook off :) Enjoy. Byebye :X

Tina peeling onions :D

Kids! Don't mess with me! or I'll cut you into half ;D

Padahal Puaseaaa -_-" Lol

Semangat buat kerjea until the nose of her bleeds. Lol

Padahal Rumah Sendiri! Lol

Why so serious ? Lol :)

Athirah's work!?

Yeap! yeap! I love her :D Im trying to moleste her .

But I was molested by her! Mummy x)

I love this picture of hers! She look soooo cute ^^.

Dining Room :p

The Ketam Masak LEMAKKK

The BUTTER Prawn

The Vegeeeee

Soon To Come, The Daging & Fisssshhh <3

Reality

2008-09-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hello :) Hyeeee, Im really a looney you know! Lol. Didn't go to school today, just as I planned :D. Hehe, Many things happen in school today. I receive a text message from Athirah just now, a SHOCKING one :D. Lol! But hyee, its cool! AHAHAHA, PADAHALLL! Lol. Well i miss you too darl, ;) . Hee. And once again mum was giving this lecture! I really can't stand it you know. Really tired, I've been thinking and all, At first i thought, "hye, maybe he's different now. maybe we're finally on the same page". Owh, haha. I was wrong babe! Lol. Look at Syafiq, he never change. He still treats people like crap. Come on lea, His not even cute leaa! Lol, why did I fall for him again at the first place? Lol. Thats old news. But Ajiji? His a very nice guy. His gay most of the time, but thats what makes him a great guy. Lol. Just kidding, his a good friend now. I never did feel akward talking to him about all this stuff. Not everything, but. I don't know. Lol. Whatever lea Ameera :P. But hun, you will never change. Maybe soon, i don't know. But i can't wait for that to happen. Cause when that happen, I hope I'll be somewhere around to see that happen. :D. My quotes for today is

"I’m impressed, I’ve never met such a small mind inside such a big head before..^^"

Hehehe, Tomorrow Tina and Athirah is coming over to come and buka with me :D. We're gonna play masak-masak :D. Lol. Well, since Athirah and TinTin doesn't know how to cook kann, sigh. Looks like the pro turun padang leaa :p. LOL! LOL! I'm gonna teach Athirah & Tintin how to masak ^^. Heee, I'll tell you all the details tomorrow, for now. I need to go, cause after this Orang Tue nak call! Lol! and RAYA is nearingg!? SEMANGATT! Im laughing sooo hard right now, looking at my page, and the song? EHEHE. Well, let me be. Im happy :D.Lets do some countdown shall we :D Till tomorrow. Byebye :D

Nowadays :/

2008-09-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hye, another 22nd came by again. Sigh. I don't know, its like cursed or something. I seem to be very miserable on the 22nd, every month since that day. Just let me say something, something i never told before, technically lea. Hmm, that particular Monday. That was the day after, the brake up. It all happens on that Sunday, I was supposed to go to Cikgu Jai's tuition that evening. But, then i skipped the tuition and went to see **. ** asked me if i was okay. I was crying so hard because i thought i was loosing him. Cause, i don't know whats wrong, but i have these feeling where something bad is gonna happen that day. Then ** cooled me down, and asked me to think over. whether i should stay with him or not, cause i was really loosing it. Then an hour after that, I went to my grands house. She was giving me a lecture about my study and all. And ONCE AGAIN, i cried, then she said, its okay, i just need to change and blaa-blaa and all. and NO BOYFRIEND anymore, and if i have one, i should end it. THEENNN, i cried again, and said, "I don't want to! I don't mind changging and all. But i am not gonna break up with him." Then she said, don't be ridiculous and i should leave him. Then i said, "XNAKKK! I am not gonna do that. I love him" Lol. Then my aunty and my cousin laughed. Then, my grand mother said, Okay, I can keep him. But I have to behave. :p Lol.

Then, that night. I went online. And he said hey on msn. Then he asked me, ho was the Hanna Montana concert yesterday. and YEASS, i love Miley :D. Lol. Then, I was kinda moody at that point of time, then i pity him. Cause he was trying to have a nice conversation with me. But then I replied like shit. Sigh. Then, something2 . Then, after a very LOOOOONNGG conversation, he said it. I was trying to ignore that question all day long, but thats what came up. Then that happens. I was crying so hard again. I was still at grands house when that happen, so obviously! The whole house was practically quiet when they saw me cry. My mum was talking to my aunty, she looked at me. She took me by the hand and brought me home. In the car, i was very quiet. My mum said that maybe he needs sometime to think it over and if i really-really love him, i should let him be. Give him space or something. As soon as i reached home, I went to my room and locked myself in. I cried myself to sleep. The next day, I had to go to school. Cause i have an oral exam. Since its Monday, there was an assembly. First, when i reached school, I was extra quiet. Martinie, Athirah and Izzah knows. So they just gave me some space. Then, during the assembly, I saw him. I turned to Izzah and Athirah and told them that I just can't do it. I CANNOT see him. Then they covered for me that day, cause I was miserable. Every TIME, I saw him i'll start crying. Before the assembly Zue and Sya, came to me and comfort me. They did, but then you know, it just won't go away. Cause the feelings, will always be there. Always always, Till now.

I kept on reminding myself, that it'll be so much harder to forget about him, if I were to hate him. Cause obviously, the more you hate that someone, the more you realize that you are still in love with him. But then, in my case, I don't hate him, well, people kept on asking me. Do i hate him? And I answered No, every time without fail. Cause I don't. I never did. But thennnn, why is it soo hard for me to get over him. I don't even like him anymore, seriously. But I really2 love him. Sooo, its I don't like you, but I love you. Stupid dumbdumb! Well, maybe thats why, the first 2 months sucks a lot! The first week sucks. The first day SUCKS EVEN MORE! :S. And the best part is that, he thinks I'm doing great. Everyday.

And thats the story behind the 22nd, But hye! dont worry! I'll survive. :D. Well I did. What I'm trying to say is, Its not easy, and it won't get any easier in the future. Lol. but hye! It's cool! His a friend now, a very good one :) But theres never a day in my life i stopped missing him ;) I still do. Lol, and what u read, is only for your info, and only yours. Hehehe, My quotes for today is,

"It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does."

Well okay people, sorry for the dramatic story :S Lol, hye, I couldn't have survived without my Bestfriends :) Cause you know what? No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends. And I got mine :DByebye

Lets play Tag :)

2008-09-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

L1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 12.44am
Name: Noor Ameera
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 4/5/6/7 (Flexible, SERIOUSLY)
Height: 165Ccm (i think)
Where do you live: Ukay Perdana
Favourite drink: Orange Juice
Favourite breakfast: Bread / Nasi Lemak / Scramble Egg

Have you ever

Been on a plane: Yeap
Swam in the ocean: Literally
Fallen asleep at school: Yeap
Broken someone's heart: Yeap
Fell off your chair: Yeap
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yeap
Saved e-mails: Yeap
What is your room like: Pink? :S
What's right beside you: My Bed
What is the last thing you ate: McFllurry

Ever had

Chicken pox: Yeap
Sore throat: yeap
Stitches: Nope
Broken nose: Nope

Do you

Believe in love at first sight: Yeap
Like picnics: Yeap

Who was were the last person

You danced with: Martinie ^^
Last made you smile: My Son
You last yelled at: Athirah Mat Salleh X)

Today did you

Talk to someone you like: Talked? Nope. Text? Yeap
Kissed anyone: Daddy
Get sick: Nope
Talk to an ex: Yeap
Miss someone: Yeap, Everyday
Eat: Yeap

Best feeling in the world

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeap
What's under your bed: My Bag
Who do you really hate: Bitches and Back Stabber
What time is it now: 12:52am

Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Kinda
Do you have any siblings: Yeap
Do you want children: Yeap, 3 :) 2 boys and a girl
Do you smile often: Yeap, Too Often
Do you like your hand-writing: It depends on my Mood
Are your toe nails painted: Yeap
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Mummy or Athirah Mat Salleh ;p
What color shirt are you wearing now: Peach
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: On the way to fetch Kakak
When did you cry last: honestly, at 5pm
Are you a friendly person: Yes, VERY
Do you have any pets: Yeap, 18 cats
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: At home asleep, its way past his bedtime x)
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: Yeap
Do you sleep with the TV on: Nope
What are you doing right now: Answering the Question ;)
Have you ever crawled through a window: Yeap
Can you handle the truth: Hmm, Truth hurts but lies are worser. So maybe, it depends.
Are you too forgiving: Not really.
Are you closer to your mother or father: My mother of course
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Izzah
How many people can you say you've really loved: A number amount of people. Lol
Do you eat healthy: I think so?
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: Yeap =)
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yeap
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: My Best Friends
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Very LOUD
Are you confident: It depends

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. Growing up
2. School
3. Getting to know my self
4. Learn from my mistake
5. Loving people

5 things on my to-do list today
1. Sleep
2. Online
3. Msg
4. Eat
5. TRY to study x)

5 snacks I enjoy
1. Ice cream
2. Chocolates
3. Ice Cream
4. Chocolates
5. ICE CREAM

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. Do some traveling
2. Shopping
3. Charity
4. Give half to my mum
5. Haji and Umrah :)

5 of my bad habits
1. Sleepy head
2. Not serious
3. LOVE to bite my nails X)
4. Like to waste time & money
5. I love him so much

5 places I have lived in
1. Johor
2. Melawati
3. Bukit Antarabangsa
4. Ukay Perdana
5. -

5 jobs I've had
1. Student
2. Chores
3. S/u
4. Marketing
5.

5 people I tag
1. Syaa
2. Chrisstien
3. Nicky
4. Zue
5. Porno ^^

Lately

2008-09-17T16:37:00.001+08:00

Hyehye, Im really bored! Today is a public holiday, and im staying in, not going out. Sigh. THE TEST RESULTS ARE OUTT! It was supposed to be out tomorrow. Okayy, wow! So nervous lea :S. Yea lately, hmm, u know what the bloody school canteen is selling fresh nuggets! Sedap plak tue. Before this it was all lembik and all, YUKES! x( But noww, tibe2 sedap! Lol. Some more, im really mad at who i shall not speak of x) . Not mad lea, just upset. :/. Lately? Owh played bball yesterday, i swear to god. I SUCK! Played with Mj, Tina, Jen nie ^^, Abu, Felix, Nicholas, Goh, Chinese boy fasting, and Eng :). Hahaha, Felix is good! Seriously!? Lol. =D. Hmm, lately.. OMG! you know what!!? All this time i was wrong! I should have ask that day!? Grr! Im sure you have no idea what I'm mumbling about xp. Hehehe.

Hye! I kinda miss the old time a lot lately. This old feelings is like chasing me or something. I m running away but it seems like it just wont go away. Well, i will not lie lea, well i change. I change the way i look at a situation. I try not take things for granted or put too much hope on something. AND, i try not to loose myself ;D. If things are just meant to be, maybe okay. If noe, noe lea.. ahaha. Lol. My son asked me to use the word Lol, rather than AHHAHAHHAHAHA. soo long weiyhhh! Lol. Hmm, I dont like you, but I do love you. ahahah, How lea. HAHAHA, anywayssssszzzzz my quote for today is

"To win you've got to stay in the game"

Owh yea, yesterday! Achap, and me stayed back at school. We hanged out with Wen Yee and Keith. It was fun ^^. Lol. Since it was a fasting month, the canteen was closed. I wasn't fasting that day. I can't :S. Lol. Then, Keith treat me for a MAMEE, hahah, so long xeat that thing weyh! Ade AJINAMOTO! Lol. I have issue dowhh! ahaha. Okay, am going out, byebye ;)

Choose?

2008-09-14T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hye, today was really tired :/ sigh. Went out with Jaz today, we watched "Death Race". The movie was alright and it was damn cold. It worth paying for i guess. hahaa. Well, owh yea and then after the movie. Sigh. Jaz asked for my opinion about shirts. Mens shirt. I really don't know how to choose. Cause I JUST DON'T KNOW how! To tell the truth, i almost cried because of that. Stupid ryte? Its not him, its just that, the idea of choosing. I really don't like to choose. For myself? yea sure. Mum and Daddy? yea sure. My friends? na'ah, no can't do. Ahaha, Sorry Jaz, cause Im not much of a help. :( Then had dinner, and an ice cream. Thats the important thing, ICE CREAM. Well, i don't know why, but i felt guilty. Felix says that 'if he asked u to choose, that means he trust's ur taste'. My taste? haha, really, thats a first.

Choose? hmm, what would you say if someone came up to you and asked you that 6 letter words. Well we do that every day actually, its like a must. We chose to wake up in the morning and give another day a try. We chose what we want to do with our life. When we fall and get hurt, we chose to cry, to help ease our pain and wishing that a smile could cover up all the truth behind these smiles on our face, and we chose to let people think so, even if its not okay at all. And we chose to pick ourself up, and move on with our life. Choose, we require that in our every day life. Yes, yes in did. heheh, Jaz is a very good guy. I have a feeling we'll get along and Jaz would make a very good friend. My quotes for today is,

"The greatest power that a person can possesses is the power to choose"

yea, yea, okay. Owh, and yesterday Keith and Wen Yee bullied me. No fair. Hahah, They are great. Good night people. and I love you Athirah :p. byebye;D

Achap

2008-09-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hellohellohello, Im bored. Today was fun :) hahaha, heeee, not gonna tell! But BESTTTT! ^^. But hye, im worried about Achap. :( His hiding something from me, i tried talking to him, i tried everything but he just won't tell. He's awfully quiet these days. :/Sigh -o-. I need to do my hw lea, but i dont want to :(. BORINGGGGGG . dangdang. whosshhhh! :( Quotes for today is

" Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

hmmm, SYAAA , I miss you :( okay, byebye people ;/

Something NEW ^^

2008-09-07T01:08:00.000+08:00

HYEEEEE, Its been sooo long, ahahha. it seems like i wrote everyday. im addicted to it. i guess blogspot is my new FB / MS haaa? ahahah. Im very happy :) very very very happy. things are working out for me. All the moving on thing is just great, i get to actually FEEL! Not that, u get me right! hahah, whatever lea.. Well Ieja was right i just need to look forward. Its not that I totally forgotten all about him. I do think about him sometimes but now, when i do. I'll remember all the happy times, and not the bad one -_-" ahaha, but every thing's cool. We're still friends. I kinda like someone, not like like, hmm i don't know. Its just that I get this excited feelings I used to get. It's awesome! hahaha, ^^ COOOLLL! and i wore tudung the whole day last friday. First time ^^, heee bange! hahah, and you know what! I bring a chocolate to school everyday, JUST IN CASE! Omg, teruk rytee! ahhaha, my quote for today is

"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep on moving"

To tina, i miss you like hell!? Athirah, Im sorry i call you MAT SALLEH, but i just like to call you that! heheehhe, and Achap, Everthings gonna be okay. I'll help you get through this. I promise, you know what? Moving on is a simple thing, what we leaves behind is hard. It wont get easy, but you'll have me beside you, to make it through :). I always will ^^. okay, byebye ;)

Moving On ~

2008-09-03T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hye2 :) You know what? I do love you, very-very much. But its just that, I can't do this anymore. I'm tired. I really-really am. So maybe Im just better off without you, maybe we're just better off without each other. Maybe they were right, sometimes the best thing u can do for someone u love, is to let them go. I'll admit that the time we spent together was one of the greatest chapter of my life that I'll never forget. I'll always remember the butterflies in my tummy that i used to get when i saw you. The first time i saw you smile, the first time we held hands, the first time we hugged, the first time we kissed, the first concert and the first time i said i liked you :). Those was the happy times. Thank you, for everything. Now, im moving on, with my life. To start a new chapter, a happy one, a new beginning, and maybe you'll be part of it as well, who knows? hahaha. Its gonna be hard, but i'll try, but if i fall along the way, i know i can always count on my friends to pick me up. I love you guys so much ;).

WTH, anyways ;p, hahahaa, i am proudly to say that i complete my 3days of fasting day with the help of my chocolates :D. I know i can always count on the chocolates :p. heeee, and GOSHHH! Im eating like a pig! All i do is eat, eat, eat! plusss++ habis plak tue makan! Pfffttt! :S Seriously. Wow! ^^. and, LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL, hahahah, and my quotes for today is,

"Its weird how one day u feel u'll never be able to live ure life without him,
and then the next day ur doing exactly that. How great is that :)"

hahaha, and my mum once told me that, u'll never leave where u are, until u decide where u would rather be. Mum is deep? ahaha, okayokay, thats's it for today. byebye ;D
and THANK YOU Cupcake ;), I OWE YOU big TIME ;P. ILY X)

Fasting Month ^^

2008-08-31T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hello :) I just came back from a very LONGGG day ^^. First, I am proud to say that I WOKE UP EARLY TODAY :D I woke up at 9.30am. WOW ryte!!? hee. That was that, HAHAAHAHA, anyways, went for hi tea today at Hilton's Hotel. The food was great! They serve chocolate's dip thing ^^(my fav), Dim sum, Sushi, Cake's, Western food, so many lea! can't remember the name :S. All i know that i ate SOOOO much that my tummy almost explode. But yet, daddy and mummy ask me to eat some more, sigh -o-, but I DID, gladly x) heheheheh. Then, went to O.U. to buy a swim wear and bought some shirts :) and a BOOK :D. The title is "The Truth About Forever". I read the synopsis, and it sounds fun, so, i'll give the review later :). Give me about 2 months ^^. hahaha, Owh yea, the best part is MUMMY gave me money $_$. I love money ^^ Who doesn't. hahaha, I missed Terawih today. Well thats's a lost :( . From my understanding, Ramadhan is the Holly Month where ALL the evil spirit and soul will be locked away for the entire month to give way for the living to do good and perform merits. Hence, sins are only committed by the individuals. ^^ OMG, nak RAYA lea ^^. hahaha, okay, my quotes for today is,

" Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge. ;)"

hahah, need to go and sleep now, nak SAHUR later, byebye:)

Happy MERDEKA Day ^^

2008-08-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hello :) I dont have much to say today. ahahah, Today was okay? hahaha, yea, so, so lea :p okay, hahaha, i'm a lil bit Oblivious today ^^. my quote for today is

"The secret to a rich life is to have more beginnings than endings"

yeap,yeap, so good night and happy MERDEKA :) byebye

Friends in Hell x)

2008-08-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

Hello :)
one question, do u go around asking people, "excuse me, are u my son's father? cause i can't recall which one of u is my child's father?" hahahhahah, NOOO rite! ahhaha, son! son! ^^ Anyways, my day, hmm, it was okay. Didn't go to school today cause there's this celebration for merdeka tinging. hahaha, semangat! Then woke up at 12.30 :). Hmm, then went for bball in the evening, that was fun ^^ haahah, REALLY, ^^ For a moment there i was HAPPY :) damn happy! then theres some HUMAN spoiled my day. heee, knowing me, i'll always find a way to make my day! Then i ajak the LENG LUI's and BUDDIES to play "ice water" for stamina lea (yea ryte:p) hahah, then went home, had pizza for dinner AGAIN, didn't go to tuition cause mummy was toooo tired to go and send me. yeay:D , that was that, thats it lea, hahaha, owh yea, on our way back home, theres this one book, its about "15 musuh iblis" & "10 sahabat iblis". ahhaha, me myself have one of the characteristic of being a "sahabat iblis" hahah, not just me, Tina and Athirah too! Looks like were going to hell together heah? ahhahahahaha, okay lea, thats it, my quotes for today is

"Sometimes its the smallest decision that can change ure life forever:)"

hahahah, thats it then, byebye;)

Friends With Benefits x) You know what I mean, hahaha ^^

The Chef is Cooking ;)

2008-08-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hello:D wow! Im so tired today x(. after school went to Maimun's. Then after Maimun, went to Arin's. pheww! Arin treat us for a pizza today:)HAHAHAH, YUM! Boring lea, dont know what to talk about actually. Im just writing just for the sake of updating my blog:D okay lea, bye2. Owh yea, almost forgot, the quote for today is

"Tears are words that heart can't express"

hee, it took me about an hour to figure today's quote, so YEAY me :D hahahahah byebye:)

P.S- I CAN COOK OKAYY!;)HAHAHAAHAHAH

Happy Times :)

2008-08-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hye2, hahah, today was fun! Once again, i was late to school AGAIN! ahah, i really need to fix the alarm clock :p. haha, anyways, today, i had TOOO MUCH sugar! i even had a sugar rush just now. WOW! so, and okay, yesterday Gary gave a name tag to me. The letters was so HUGE, that you can even see it a miles away :p. hahaha! Syira PORNO and Myra LOLXXX told me that the name tag was so "MENGUNDANG" and asked me to take it off. Then i told them, "MENGUNDANG lea best!" :D hahaha! hehehe :p After school, Me, Achap, Syeera, Syamil, Akwa, and Jiji hangout. Aina and Syakirah was there too, but you know how I am with camera! :D hahaha, took some pictures and all. Achap took some ridiculous picture of me, ahahah. owh, and SERINA! YOUR THE BEST :D waahh, i wish i could write somemore but i got to complete my hw lea x(. Its okay, its okay. HEHEHEHE, my quotes for today is

"The ones that whom you love most are usually the ones that hurt you the most."

hahaha, aabove are some of the picture from just now. ENjoy:p Byebyex)

My Bodyguards :)

Akwa made us laugh like HELL! :D

Meet my bestfriend, Achap the Gigolo! ;p

Jiji's teeth is 99% Metal and 1% Plastic. ahaha x)